PB Camp 2011 ♥

it's been a great and wonderful 3 day 2 night camp i had with the fellow prefectorial board.
shall blog about this marvellous camp i experienced <3

day 01 (28/12)



day started off with lunch at macs with radiant :)
had a great chat about local dramas and the silly plots hehehe.
bet we had many people staring. :p
headed back to school for camp, and i was 'late' -_-
we were then given random group allocations (GREEN FTW)
had singspiration downstairs in the ava and it was pretty good :-)
got seated in our groups, and had 14 awesome people in group 3!
andrea, rachael, zhijing, bi ting, syazana, edith, heather, abigail, esther, shermaine, nadia, natasha & li yun :)
gotta thank you guys in advance for being the best team i could ever ask for :)
so we took level photos, brought our bags to the classrooms and headed down to the parade square for games :-)
played the scissor-paper-stone game, touch-it & dodge ball! ^^
touch-it was super funny 'cos we all nearly died of suffocation while trying to grab hold to someone who had the color that was called out :p
had lots of fun though!
dodge ball was even better 'cos it was super epic how we tried to hit our opponents with the volleyballs :P
i managed to hit one person though!!!!
#ACHIEVEMENT lololol.
after that we played the staircase game whereby we had to drag our butts up the grand staircase with our team!
super epic 'cos it looked super obscene :D
and guess what!
green group finished the butt game first WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :)
so we sang grace as a group and went down for dinner~ (Y)
had cabbage + sausages + fishcakes + rice :D
rice was pretty dry though :/
we all finished dinner pretty early so all 4 groups went to the parade square to play island game :)
i hardly ran..... but it was good fun + exercise!
then when the exco set up the game............. OMG BEST GAME EVER HAHAHAHAHA.
it was scissor-paper-stone on chairs (hopping from seat to seat), and the seat had ketchup + detergent + styrofoam + etc. HAHAHA.
I LOVED HOW MY SHORTS WERE ALL DIRTY THOUGH I HAD A HARD TIME WASHING IT XD
played captain soap after that and i totally sucked 'cos i am damn fail at captain's ball LOL.
i just stood there to be an extra HAHAH.
played this treasure hunt game where we had to find pieces of colored paper :)
i was blindfolded and our whole team was tied tgt too!
pretty challening but FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :D
we had trouble untying heather's shoelaces and so i went round limping with an extra pair of shoe.... (thanks gillian for helping us untie though!)
bathed after that and felt squeaky clean!!!!!!!!!!!!
supper time and da food was good :)
like how we could make our own milo ^^
lights out was at 11+, but WE WERE RUDELY AWAKEN AT 2AM OMG.
AND THIS IS THE BEST PART (embarrassing shit).
I THOUGHT IT WAS 6AM 'COS I WAS STILL HALF-ASLEEP.
THINKING THAT IT REALLY WAS 6AM, I TOOK MY TOOTHBRUSH WITH ME AND WALKED OUT OF THE ROOM BAREFOOTED.
BUT I REALISED, "EH? WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE BRINGING THE TOOTHBRUSH?"
BEST.
I WALKED ON AND ON, THINKING WE WERE GOING TO THE TOILET TO WASH UP BUT NO, WE HEADED BACK DOWN TO THE PARADE SQUARE OMG.
I WAS LIKE WTH WHAT ABOUT MY TOOTHBRUSH! OK I'LL JUST DUMP IT AT THE STAFF ROOM'S PHONE.
THEN AT THE PARADE SQUARE I WAS LIKE K FORGET I'M OWNIN' UP, I NEED MA SLIPPERS.
LOLOLOLOL FAIL TTM RIGHT.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
I'M JUST SO RETARDED LIKE THAT HAHAHAHHA.
the night-walk was pretty draining 'cos i was still half-asleep, i was walking round aimlessly and was blindfolded for like 45mins.
i almost exploded...
finally got back to sleep at around 4+.
what. a. day.

day 02 (29/12)



started off the day with morning exercise by doing push-ups, chin-ups, sit-ups and etc. hahahaha.
me and zhijing were super lousy at the sit-ups 'cos we kept laughing hahaha :P
or maybe it was just me XD
while waiting for breakfast, we all slacked around and lied on each other's tummy to rest :P
it was pretty good hahaha.
had bread with jam for breakfast and headed up to the dance studio for worship!!! :)
must say it was pretty good :)
went through all the SOPs of the different committees, pretty dry but oh well :)
STUDENT WELFARE FTW BTW
hahahaha but of course.
slacked around while waiting for lunch and caught up with mah awesome buddy, retards & best friend <3 ;)
came up with this awesome action with jasley when calling seow hwee.
ARMS AKIMBO IN A HIGH-PITCHED VOICE HAHAHAHAHA DAMN EPIC.
played animal concentration with the same people and it was so funny how we couldn't even remember our own animal sounds :P
after lunch we had a teeny little bit more SOPs, slacked around even more and then we had station games whoohooooooooooooooo! :)
first station was sudoku and it nearly pissed me off :(
heather was so fed up she guessed all the boxes trololol
esther was pretty good too! :)
glad to have known some juniors better through this :D
after super long we finally completed one puzzle LOL
headed to the next station of the timer thing, while most of them worked on how to synchronise the beat.
i was sitting in a corner figuring out sudoku puzzles in case we failed the clock station lol.
'cos if we don't meet the requirement for any station, we'd had to go back and start at the sudoku station :O
but green group succeeded and pulled through to the 3rd station where we had to squeeze lime, water & sugar into our mouths and spit it out to fill a cup LOL!
LOVED THAT STATION SRSLY!
green group was awesome and had an awesome time of 2mins 30secs!!!
we also got through the pail station pretty easily, but finished 3rd in the whole station games! :)
<3 everything :D
after that we did a sharing of what a pl prefect is like... and had dinner! :)
DON'T FORGET THE LYRICS GAME AT NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG.
the songs were all pretty familiar :)
green group got the SOPs questions correct but couldn't get the chance to answer the lyrics part correctly :(
and to my surprise seow hwee actually got the lyrics to lean on me correctly OMG SHE IS A GENIUS.
HAHAHAHAHA #GAYBIMBO.
anyway abigail answered the sop question right and i went up and picked JET LAG!!!!!!!!!!!
KNEW THE LYRICS STRAIGHTAWAY YAYAYAYAYAY :)
after that everyone got super high and we danced and jumped around to hip songs like PARTY ROCK ANTHEMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
everyday i'm shufflin'!
partied with the same gang omg AWESOME SHITTTTTTTTTTTT HAHAHAH :P
then everyone settled down for a movie!!!!!!!
i was freezing cold in the dance studio but the movie was great and taught me a lot about team success. <3
plpb all the way!
THEN!
the best part was that we headed out to macs for supper at 1am omg!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
FAT BUT IDC HAHAHAH!
damn cool man!
70+ people walking to macs at 1am attracting stares from people was epic LOL!
but there was a minor car accident outside our school while we met up before leaving!!!
thank god we didn't leave any earlier :(
if not...
shared fillet-o-fish, fries & milo with jasley and the milo was plain gross hahahahha
so we shared a mcflurry again to cover up the taste :)
headed back to school and hid behind tables to give gillian a birthday surprise! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILLIAN WE LOVE YOU <3 <3
headed back to sleep at 3am!
i even had a dream LOLLLLLLL

day 03, (30/12)



woke up earlier than usual 'cos i had cca from 9-12 :(
so i missed a part of the camp...
sigh.
had awesome cereal with milk for breakfast and orange juice :)
pretty good stuff!!!
had cca all the way till 12 and i was almost dozing off 'cos i barely had 5 hours of sleep the night before :(
but anyway!
luckily i didn't miss any interesting stuff, only singspiration + clean-up :P
yayyyy.
after cca we did affirmations and it was nice to have known green group so much better after this whole camp :)
did our group cheers + thank-you cheer for ms yee :)
AND GREEN GROUP WON THE CHEER COMPETITION OH YEAH!

you better watch out,
you better not cry,
you better not pout,
i'm telling you why,
green group is better than you, you, you, you, you (x2)
-clap- :)
GREEN GROUP.

oh yeah.
sang we are one, took a pb photo and watched an awesome video the exco compiled :')
it was really sweet <3
gonna miss this year's pb camp so much :')
slacked around and ate ice pops after everything :D
lunched with zhijing, yihui & radiant @ subway!
had laughing fits about retarded things hahahahahaha best

photo credits to yeewah!! :)

LOVE PLPB!!!!
one body in christ <3

xoxo

day 29-31 + others!

hello world.
haven't blogged in a long while.
well, i shall finish up my music challenge then update :)

day 29: a song that you've heard a million times but still don't know all the words



i used to like this song a lot, and heard it pretty often...
but i just can't seem to remember the lyrics, no idea why :P
maybe 'cos it's no longer my genre ;)

day 30: a song you could sing right now despite not having listened to it in a long time



oh yes this is us!
love bsb <3 <3
tyvm ^^

day 31: a song you think everyone should hear



this is a great song.
it's great to show your appreciation to someone who's changed your life.
simple plan doesn't stop getting better ;)
15th jan <3

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okay hi guys.
it's been about a week or so that i returned from genting.
pretty good trip, 'cos i got loads of shopping done, arcade was (y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y) & i was a good sister and accompanied janelle to sit the indoor rides.
i didn't have time/anyone to go with to try the outdoor theme park :-(
o well it's fine :)

anyway, there's been a change in lifestyle recently...
now i've gotta learn to be independent - wake up early to send my sister to school, make the bed, mop the floor, cook, do the dishes, fold the clothes etc. etc.
well, i'm already 15 and if i always rely on someone else to do it for me then i can really call myself a failure for life.
so yup, gotta get used to all this.
did i mention i cooked rice for the first time and it turned out to be semi-porridge, fried eggs for the first time and it turned out to be salted eggs (i accidentally spilled too much salt in), soup for the first time and it turned out to be plain water. :P
oh well practise!!! :)

my life has been pretty stagnant other than the change in daily routines...
tuition, homework, revision's very standard.
my life next year is going to be a roller coaster ride.
once i get on to it, i'm not gonna be able to stop.
all the way for o's!!!!!!

attended my cousin's wedding today :)
the videos were really good and the photos were really sweet :')
food was pretty okay! <3
and today i found out my cousins had twitter and that I BOUGHT THE WMYB + NANANA SINGLE + POSTER OMG I AM DAMN EXCITED TO PASTE IT KTHXBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)



credits to: playedtilmyfingersbled



btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUIS & merry x'mas everyone <3

day 28: a song you don't like but inexplicably keep anyway

Tag replies:

@Madeline: Hey buddy! :) Hahaha seriously they are so annoying k!! :P Heh thanks for the tag! :>

love dealer is annoying...
it's got a catchy tune but honestly, i don't like esmee denters' voice very much.
or maybe it just has a terrible auto-tune.
it really hurts my ears :/
but it's rotting in my phone anyway.
hahaha :>
anyway i'm leaving sg tonight again! :-)
going to genting via a cruise!
wish me luck that i can find wifi there so i can tweet & instagram :D
'cos the last time i was away there were no available networks...
okay guys cya!
gonna do some chem now!

i'll be back on saturday!!!!
see you all then!



here i'll leave you guys a pic of one direction.
cuteness overload.
teehee.
bye!!!

day 27: a song you got because you overheard it & all you could remember was one line

heard this on 91.3 and it sounded good!
but all i remembered was one line: "something about love that breaks your heart whoa oh oh oh"
HAHAHA.

what i did today: chemistry + a mosaic frame.
too bored hahaha.

bye xxx

day 26: a song you like that is the only one you have by that band

this song really 'sings along to my heart'.
thank you honor society for this song which taught me to treasure my friends, my teachers, my family, my school.
you taught me to treasure the moments i shared and the memories i created.
life is all about the little things tucked away in the heart.
whenever you're feeling sad, just take a peek inside your heart and you'll find so many beautiful things that's bound to make you smile.

To my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I've missed and the girls we've kissed
Where are you now

To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
Sing along in my car
To the face I see in my memory
Where are you now

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now

Where are you now
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you

To the ones who came
Who we're there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
They'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be how I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

went down to somewhere in ubi with abigail, narcissa and xiaohui to order the cca fair shirts :)
it was super ulu but we managed to meet up and find the place!!!
after 100+ comments at a facebook post and 2 photos, we did it!!!!!! :)
lol. #fail
the t-shirt supplier was really nice to us 'cos we didn't have enough then to make the downpayment but he said it was okay :)
hope the shirts will turn out good! <3
another shirt to wear at home/to sleep teehee.

bus-ed down to my house, and played mario kart on wii!
it was really funny how we all ended up last :P
cooked our own lunch of instant mee goreng, scrambled eggs and carrot chicken soup hahaha!!!
it was honestly very good ;)
like what xiaohui said, 'it's not bad for a bunch of teenagers like us'.
roflmao :D
played more wii after lunch and played piano with nana! ^^
headed off to tampines after that to get the last of gifts, and we had snacks too!
had this teriyaki meatball thing and it was super gooooood.
i'm such a foodie.
hahahaha.
okay gotta stay home tomorrow and finish tuition hw + ss notes or something :)
at night got tuition...
sian. i'll be all alone 'cos yx is overseas :(

just where are you now?
i miss you so bad xxx

day 22-25!

Tag replies:

@Abigail: Awww haha! Yeah you're right... but somehow I still feel super insecure :/ But thanks anyway i love you <3

@Salwa: hi i had to use google translate to understand what you were saying. thanks for the compliment but i do not know you. and no i do not need your goods to beautify my life thanks & bye

day 22: a song you can't help but air-jam to.



I LOVE THIS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG.
now i'm feelin' so fly like a g6.
which is where i got my inspiration for my tumblr url...
"now i'm feelin' so curly like spaghetti"
hahaha ok kidding.
but this is so catchy.
asian swag (TOTALLY CONTRADICTS MY LATER PART OF THE POST) ;)

day 23: a song you often get stuck in your head



I WANNA STAY UP ALL NIGHT AND DO IT ALL AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
OMG WHY IS 1D SO AWESOME.
up all night's my favourite track from the album <3
followed by moments!
1D xxx

day 24: a song you like to work out to



i like this song! (as a work-out one)
not that i exercise very frequently but the beat is heavy so it just sounds good to work out to!
i remember how much i used to like high school musical.
wow, that was ages ago.

day 25: a song you're embarrassed to admit liking



don't judge me!
though channel 8 dramas are... pretty stupid, i think this song is nice!
it suits the whole theme of the oath!
hahaha.
i used to dislike this song fyi :P
but now i think it's quite nice!

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HI GUYS.
i'm back from da cruise!!!
it's pretty much the norm 'cos my family goes on a cruise every year w/o fail :)

i'm not going to blog about what i did and all 'cos i know it's going to be super boring.
just going to blog about what i saw.

#1 - in the toilet (cubicle) i overheard a mother talking to a daughter.
M: eh she really a bit too much eh!
D: ya la! that stupid woman! she bump into me not enough okay, still ask her daughter come knock into me.
(my maid was waiting outside too)
M: (to my maid) see that woman so bad right?
*awkward*
M: did you take a picture of her anot! go and stomp her!

eh seriously. typical singaporeans only know how to stomp here and there. they really 吃饱饭没事做 ok. super qian bian. making a mountain out of a molehill srsly -_-

#2 - during breakfast/lunch buffet i saw this woman take 5 sunny side-ups.

are you a pig or a pig? eat eat eat and eat. who the hell eats 5 eggs at one go. i bet 'cos it's technically 'free' so she just loaded her plate with food. wtf man 5 eggs is not an exaggeration.

#3 - i went swimming in the adult pool and there was this stupid couple at the stairs of the pool sitting there breathing in air (a.k.a doing nothing)

WALAO. i was trying damn hard to swim laps but they just had so SIT AT THE STUPID STAIRS AND BLOCK MY WAY. i want to u-turn also cannot. and the girl cannot swim wth.

#4 - on my way to the lido (a theater), i overheard 2 old aunties saying "快点快点！li lu (pronounced lee loo) 的戏要开始了！"

hello aunty. it's pronounced as LEE-DOH, and not LEE-LOO. get it right please kthxbye it's disgraceful.

#5 - i was noticing the cruise staff members' nametag as they had their country printed on it. and i only saw china + philippines, no one from singapore AT ALL.

that's the thing about singaporeans (including me), we expect things to come to us when we don't even work for it. and when they don't we start to complain. OH GOD SERIOUSLY. if we don't work hard, it's gonna be hard for us to survive and one day our land's gonna be ruled by foreigners. that is not what i want!

#6 - i was having a bad stomachache and so i was stuck in the toilet shitting. then this stupid girl was queueing for the toilets and said to her mom, "mummy! this is such a waste of my time!" (in this stupid bimbotic accent)

YOU STUPID KID. i gave up my toilet just for you okay, you better be grateful. my stomach was hurting SO BAD and you had to complain that it was a "waste of your time". how much is time worth to you anyway?! what could you even do with the time you were queueing for the toilet anyway!? KIDS THESE DAYS ARE SO SPOILT. IDIOT.

sigh sometimes i feel ashamed to be a singaporean. EVERYONE IS SO FREAKING COMPETITIVE PLS. some always have to be first in everything, first in class for academics, first to queue up, first to board the bus, first to go to the toilet, first to take the food etc. etc. and we are always so kiasu, everything also must have discount, offer, sale, promotion, what else. zzz. AND OUR SINGLISH. goodness. i know it's become a norm for us and this post is obviously in singlish, but some people (like those auntys) need some serious pronunciation class. but well, this is singapore for you.

oh and did i mention i saw this 60-70+ y/o granny wearing a tiara. YES A TIARA. i didn't know whether to laugh or cry

Hiatus!

hello all!
i won't be in town for 3 days!
and that means i'll owe you 3 days of the music challenge.
going on a cruise tonight, so yup, don't miss me!
tags will be replied when i return :)
cya!!!! :>

day 20 & 21: a song you've listened to after a break-up/gives you the shivers

Tag replies:

@Abigail: Hehehe yeah! NICE :D

day 20


the break-up song!!!
lyrics are damn awesome as usual because it's SIMPLE PLAN.
worth the dough.

day 21




this song gives me the shivers.
it suddenly makes sexual abuse so much more surreal.
the lyrics are very moving, and it's based on a true story.
have a listen at those lyrics, it's brilliant.
and it has taught me one very important lesson - speak up, before it's too late.

okay.
so i spent my day morning yesterday at school filming for the cca fair video.
i kept messing up my lines zzz seriously pissing.
wished i was better at interviews and stuff.
lunched with my grandparents @ shaw plaza and the buffet was om nom nom AWESOME :)
good time out!
stayed at their place and did some ss notes!
my grandma even cooked my favourite dishes :')
love her cooking!
after that headed to chem tuition with yingxia...
the new tutor is trololol no comment :/
home-d!!!

went to sentosa today with s&u minus gillian w. & yx!
met @ harbourfront mrt at 10am and headed down to sentosa!!! ^^
#excited
so we bought a volleyball there, and we started playing...
soaked myself in the waters most of the time!
the heat from the sun was blistering and my feet on the sand w/o slippers was like a cooked egg! :@
super hot!!!
volleyball was v good (y)
though we are like super lousy and kept hitting the angmohs (who got kinda pissed with us) and other people, it was pretty fun tossing it around and laughing at anchi hahahaha :D
sat at the mat and gossiped about -ahem-, and then i napped for like 15mins?
and that's how i think my face got slightly slightly burnt...
it's red now, especially my cheeeeeks.
headed to the toilet to bathe and went back to vivo, train-ed to NEX :)
had lunch at like what, 4.30? @ jack's place!!!!
good food = happy people ;)
met gillian wong there~
bought movie tickets to arthur's christmas, and it was a pretty good show~
the animation was good, very cute! ^^
great day out with s&u!
beach volleyball again!! (thought we suck)

to be honest i am super annoyed with you.
seriously you have some freaking attitude problems.
when i talk to you you seem super angry all the time.
and the tone you use to talk to me and her is completely different.
i'm not jealous, i'm just irritated that you always talk to me like i owe you a life.
i know you don't know it, but subconsciously you treat those who ALWAYS give in to you alot better than those who don't.
it's soooo obvious.
whatever i'm not going to give a damn about you anymore.

and honestly i think being a fan of one direction.... sucks.
no, don't get me wrong, i love one direction and their songs.
but, people these days are so damn judgmental, it's hard to label yourself as a 'true fan'.
just how do you define a directioner and a directionator?
i find that being their fan is really stressful as people say you gotta know 'every single thing' about them.
i mean... so you mean only those diehard/hardcore fans are 'true'?
i don't know but i think this 1D fanbase is awful...
why can't everyone just be happy and fangirl/fanboy together?
does it really matter about how much you know about them/how long you've known them?
those fans that say "i've known them since the start" or "you're a directionator 'cos you only liked them now!" really annoy me.
can't one direction have new fans too?
they might not be the most knowledgable but shouldn't you be happy that 1D is gaining popularity?
then there's all this talk about how the expansion of their fanbase makes the chance of you getting to meet them slimmer.
there's some truth in that, but honestly, if one direction is happy to have so many fans in the world, or are making it big with their albums selling like hotcakes, shouldn't we be happy for them too?
i know everyone is dying to see them, even i am, but sometimes it just can't be helped..
but anyway back to the new and old fans thing, it just really annoys me because i can't help but feel insecure as their 'fan'.
i don't even know how i should classify myself.
i love them and their songs a lot and i do try my best to catch up on news of them, so am i a 'true' fan?
and i didn't exactly watch EVERY interview of them or know EVERY single thing about them or have known them since the x factor, so does that make me a 'fake' fan?
i don't know, i really don't know.
i just find that society these days is so screwed up.
the 'true' fans bully the 'fake' ones, but honestly, can't you just be more mature and think how one direction would react if they actually saw these mini fanwars going around everytime?
if i were one direction, i would be so ashamed and disappointed to have such a disunited fanbase where the old despise the new.
i don't even dare to call myself a 'directioner', least i get dissed at.
maybe it's just me and my lack of confidence, but that's my feelings after reading some posts and tweets.
the last absolute thing i hate about being a 1D fan is that you are labelled as a directioner or directionator based on the social networking sites you are most active on.
i mean what the hell seriously?
so you mean those on facebook are the bloody fake ones and those on tumblr are the genuine true ones?
what's with this division?
guess this fanbase has its ugly side too.
what has the world come to anyway? you can't even like a band without being criticised.
what is all this shit.
my life is shit.

day 19: a song that turns you on

"when i'm feelin' naughty this is what i listen to"
say that again with ris low's accent.
HAHAHAHA.
sorry, that's what happens when i'm too bored.
but yeah this song kinda turns me on?
LOL.
anyway this reminds me of the super tiring rehearsals we had to prepare for the dance mashup for sec4 farewell :)
good times, good times :)

i'm sexy and i know it

LOL.
bye ;)
looking forward to a day with my grandparents tomorrow!!!

day 18: a song that makes you laugh

not that i literally HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA at this song.
but i find the lyrics funny haha :)
i once used to imagine 2-2 2010 singing and dancing along to this song.
LOL.
i didn't put the official mv 'cos i don't really like it.
i used to like bowling for soup quite a lot but then i got sick of their songs...
but yes this song's funny haha.

and i sound really angsty in my previous post.
SUPER ANGSTY.
k whatever.....
sigh.
gotta head to school tmrw again.
sigh.
goodbye xx

day 17: a song you want to be played at your funeral

linkin park's leave out all the rest.
it'll be the song at my funeral, totally.
guess it talks about me living a life fulfilling enough, and that i've tried my very best to live up to all the expectations i'm dealt with.
and that now i'm already gone, just let me go in peace, but remember me as someone who cared, loved, and just... stop bearing grudges against me.
i don't need to be known as someone noble, but i just wanna be remembered as the girl/lady who lived a life of happiness.
so when i pass on, just let me have the opportunity of being honoured by everyone.

this song is so awesome how could it have been used for twilight omg wtf shit lol k nvm guess twilight was too lousy and needed this brilliant song to boost its views HAH

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the emotion of this post right now.... freaking fits how i'm feeling now.
i mean, i honestly care for you.
i try my best to make you happy 'cos you're a true friend to me.
but when i realised my efforts and sacrifices were futile, it pains me because it feels like i wasted all my time on you.
i still care for you but...
i'm just pretty disappointed at this.
but, if you want to break free, then i'll let you go.
i don't want to tie you down with my time.
i can't even look you in the eyes now, it's just, so awkward.
and when i hear sounds of what reminds me of you, it just....... hurts.
guess i need time for the hurt and disappointment to fade away.
but just to let you know if you're ever feeling sad or lonely i'll always be here for you.
though i won't exactly be the first person you'd find but yeah whatever.
love you. x

OH GOD I SOUND LIKE THIS EMO KID AGAIN. DAMN IT IT'S LIKE HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF. I AM NOT EMOOOOOO I JUST WANT TO TELL THIS TO SOMEONE. WHICH IS, MY BLOG. LOL I AM NOT EMO PLS KTHXBYE

k why the hell am i so terrible at expressing myself. i feel like an awkward turtle everytime i talk to people. god why am i so socially awkward zzzz. k whatever but that's me take it or leave it

day 16: a song you want to be played at your wedding

i know i used wmyb for my day 1 song.
but here's a cover of it, and it's damn brilliant.
this guy's voice is amazing.
and boyce avenue does really good covers :)
i'm impressed!
well, this song is sooooo sweet and romantic, and if it were to be played at my wedding...
i can just imagine this song being played and to me it'll tell my other half how beautiful he is :)
hahaha i sound like a lovesick idiot, but yeah that's how i picture this song playing at my wedding!
wmyb ftw <3

well, today, i went out to tampines on my own to shop for x'mas presents!
i'm 80% done though!
just need to shop for a few more little things ;)
headed down to abs' house to discuss cca fair stuff with nana and sheryl :-)
ended up playing wii and watching kampong ties instead LOLOL.
went for bio tuition and it was pretty good!!!
talked about lots of jc/uni stuff, but learnt quite alot!
cool stuff but it was sorta like a wake-up call for me.
gotta start studying hard for o's now.
NOW.

bye!

day 14 & 15: a song you listen to when you're happy/sad

Tag replies:

@Abigail: Hahaha sure! Hope you like it ;) HAPPY B'DAY AGAIN :D

the happy song.
it's sodium sodium sodium!!!



haha not funny :P
i am just retarded.
but this song makes me soooooooooooo high :)
actually up all night too, but i think it suits the song for another day.
i promised no repeats yeah ;)
na na na is awesome too!!!

okay now on to the sad song.



sp's astronaut.
love it but it really describes how i feel when i'm low.
simple plan truly writes the lyrics to my life.
and this is why they are worth my time and money to see them on the 15th of january.
i am freaking hyped.
oh yes i am.

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sorry about being unable to blog for the past 2 days!
i haven't found the time to because i've been having loads of fun with my friends and family! <3

30/11 BBQ @ Sheryl's!

yesss.
had cca fair comm meeting in the morning but nah nothing much to blog about!
oh oh!
except that i think broaster's chicken is bad because i could only finish 1 piece of chicken.
it's super oily and has a weird taste :(
oh and we saw the noose cast there! :)
cool stuff. (y)
cca fair comm meeting in the afternoon was.......... hahaha.
we only had a 20 min 'meeting' which got melissa super pissed :/
aiya i honestly think the meeting was kinda redundant.
ok anyway!
after the meeting, me and sheryl headed to kovan to buy balloons and party stuff!
nearly bought sparklers but bought glowsticks in the end!!! :)
YAYZ.
headed back to sheryl's place after meeting stacy.
put up the balloons and decorated the cake!!!
we were trying to stall for time but abs and yx were so excited to come!!! >:(
haha but we managed to delay them till about 5 :p
so we were pretty good! ;)
when they came, we played a bit of monopoly deal and watched antm, masterchef etc.
took a few unglams of them then haha!
played till about 6.15 and waited for gillian and melissa to come!
helped out with the bbq, and since me, stacy and abs wore contacts, we borrowed sheryl's shades and wore 'em to bbq & took turns.
funny ttm haha!
cooked the chicken till they were chao da cos we didn't know how to judge LOL!
the sausages yx was like "aiya expand and got bubble means cook alr!"
LOL!
had dinner tgt after bbq-ing everything and when everyone was here :)
awesome bonding time <3
talked about a lot of stuff ;)
and a bat flew over our heads while we were eating omg!!!
after that we played with the sparklers + glowsticks!
took many pics with diff poses super funny haha!
and that night i think we must have contributed to a lot of air pollution :p
the smoke was literally moving down the aisle of houses outside LOL.
had chocolate fondue for desert and it was (y)!!!
though i don't like chocolate and marshmallows, but the bananas were heaven ^^
teehee.
after that sheryl and stacy went to get the cake by escaping to the 'toilet'!
yx was super taken aback 'cos she was pestering us to sing her a birthday song the whole day since there was 'no cake'. :)
oh gosh yx ahahahaha
hope it was a pleasant surprise for you two ^^
we managed to keep the secret well enough ;)
cut the cake, nom-ed, talked, gave them their presents and spammed polaroids!!! :)
joke of the day: CHOCOLATE CONDOMS.
EPIC WIN I TELL YOU HAHAHAHAHA
had such an amazayn time with you guys.
thank you <3
happy birthday yx and abs again!!!
love you :*
pictures!
credits to abigail :)































xoxo
it's been a great november.

1/12 Chemistry Project Work

had lunch with my grandparents today at hougang plaza.
food was super good and filling <3
walked around a furniture shop for fun with my mom then headed down to nex to meet janice, phoebe, erinna and jean ying to do chem project work.
we did it in like.... 30 mins lol??
then played monopoly deal with them + erinna's brother.
and they say i too noisy la ask me keep quiet then i became a mute girl for like 15mins...
after the game walked around popular and had sogurt!
shared with janice and phoebe = $1.60 only ^^
shopped for christmas presents but couldn't find a suitable one :(
sigh.
train-ed with janice to sengkang and met my parents at compass point.
walked around there too but there was nothing zzzz.
sucks.
headed home and had dinner with my grandparents too :)
good family times!!!

xoxo

love how november ended perfectly and how december started off brilliant too.

i love my friends and family xxxx
goodnight :)

day 13: a song you listen to when you're angry

SO WHAT!
OH YEAH.
this song brings on the angst haha!
don't exactly like p!nk but i like this song!
old-school but yeah SO WHAT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ABIGAIL!!!! :)

had cca in the morning today...
wasn't that bad, revised old songs like colours of the wind and ode to joy.
hmm.
planning for harp concert next year woohoo! :)
had lunch with jialing, shanhui and lisa @ NEX's broaster's chicken!
it's pretty good :)
going to meet abs, sheryl, yingxia, stacy, gillian and melissa tmrw!!!!!
celebrating abs and yx's birthday! <333
can't wait ;)
toodles!

day 12: a song from your favorite album

hell yeah get your heart on!
album of my life <3
this track suits me so much... not at this point in time but when holidays are over.
I'D RATHER BE ANYWHERE ELSE, ANYWHERE ELSE, ANYWHERE ELSE BUT HERE.
i'd rather be anywhere else but at school studying!!!!
the big o's are coming.
whatever.
going to see simple plan on 15th january, and yes i am so damn excited.
i've waited for ages to see them and this day is finally here!!!!
OH YAY SIMPLE PLAN.



x

day 11: a song that describes you

Tag replies:

@Abigail: Awww thanks Abs! <3 So sweet heh :) Thanks for tagging!!!

i think iridescent is really meaningful.
shall post the chorus and verses to this song here :)

when you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.

do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

and in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms

do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure's all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

it really tells me so much that i should let go.
i used to be a troubled, emo kid who worried about the most trivial things.
but now i've learnt to let go of my worries, and now honestly, i am a happier person!
why cling on to all the unhappiness when you can let go of everything.
it won't be easy, but once you break free... you feel free, really.
ok...
i feel like i'm exaggerating things, and i sound like a person who recovered from depression LOLOLOL.
epic.
hahah kk whatever.
bye!!!

sian. had a bad headache that nearly killed me :( played kinect and wii with my family... and monopoly deal! great bonding time today though :)

day 10: a song that no one would expect you to love

okay, i mean it's not ALL that shocking, but yeah.
i wanted to put hello by shinee, but i don't LOVE that song, it's just a like.
and considering that cody sounds like a girl, i still kinda like this song.
i still remember the first time i heard it i was like "this girl's voice is so good!"
hahaha.
cody has good vocals, but guess he's just a second bieber, who needs time for him to undergo voice breaking.
no doubt he's got talent though!
but in this video he looks like a girl. #justsaying
HAHAHAHA.

today is such a lazy saturday afternoon.
i'm slacking my butt off here.
nothing to do, too lazy to touch homework, and the computer is just as boring as ever.
all i did today was eat, sleep, breathe, play ds, and blog.
so much for the weekends :P
i'm bored.
but i needa get up to exercise!
anyone wanna play badminton with me? :)
lol no kiddin'.
kk bye!
i'll try to find something to do...

day 9: a song from your favourite band

my favourite band is simple plan, just in case ya didn't know ;)
and this would be.... a song from them!
no actually, it's my favourite song from my favourite band heehee :D



enjoy ❤

here's the french version by the way.
it's freaking good too.



thank you simple plan for making me who i am.
you have a song for every moment of my life.
without your music, i would be so empty!
going to see you guys on 15 jan, and i rly can't wait <3
i already felt so pissed when they came over this year, but it was during common tests period so i couldn't go.
BUT THEY ARE COMING AGAIN NEXT YEAR.
2012 will start off well, and i hope that it'll end off well too... :)
it's the big o's.
for now i shall just sit back and chill.

bye guys!

day 8: a song that you can fall asleep to

THIS.
WITHOUT ANY DOUBT.



moments by one direction.
why?
it's NOT because it sucks!
just listen to the soft and soothing vocals of the boys... <3
oh goodness i love this song so much.
though it's only been a week old or so, but still, i love it so much.
it's such a slow and sweet song, and touching.
it almost left me in tears :')
the first line of the chorus is so meaningful: "you know i'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be my love, my heart is breathing for this..."

this is a must-listen.
one direction whoohoo!!!! <3

shal blog about my day today!
had lunch @ pizza hut with radiant and hazel!
i think it was super good, rather affordable + filling.
feel like having that for lunch tmrw.
seriously... :P
after that we bought a pack of lollipops from the value dollar shop lmao.
$1.05 only lololol.
OK LIFE SUCKS OMG JUST FOUND OUT SMTH SCARY
ok anyway!!!
headed to hazel's house and then played cluedo suspect!!!!
quite fun.... 'cos i won all the rounds ahahaha :D
played mario kart on ds for like 1hr+ and it was sooooo epic.
watched the 3.30 show too!
it's nice~~~~
super old but funny! :>
then we played mario party, bomberman and more mario kart again haha!
pizza for tea break again hehe <3

EPIC QUOTES/JOKES OF THE DAY:
1) Bowser in the unicycle/bowcycle/Bowser in skates AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
2) YOU KICK I PUNCH! (shorty scorers) LMAOOOO
3) soccer match become gangster fight HAHAHAHAHA
4) lousy luigi/lucygi//gay luigi omg best hahhahaahhahaha
5) donkey kong on unicycle RETARDED AHAHAH
6) the hotcakes in the fast food frenzy game omg LOLLLL
7) toad in the crane omg hahahahahahaha

ok that's enough i think i'm mad lol kk cya tmrw!

day 7: a song that you can dance to

Tag replies:

@Hazel: heylooooo! ds party tmrw! :)

EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLIN' <3
hahahaha yeah party rock anthem!
i first heard this song at ocip, cambodia and i found it really catchy haha~
everytime i heard it i would feel like getting up to dance!
teehee ;)


okay so today seowhwee and seowchien came over!! :)
we walked around tampines aimlessly and then had lunch @ pastamania <3
all 3 of us had the cheapest thing on the menu, which was cheesy crumble. lol.
but i have to admit it's pretty good!
mmm cheesy <3
maybe i might just eat that for lunch tomorrow again..... ;)
heh.
so yea we bought gongcha and headed to my house!
played monopoly with big toy cars HAHAHAHA, and we twisted the rules to whoever went bankrupt first won!
lolol it was super epic ;)
then we wanted to play wii but apparently all the discs were gone :((((((
so we played piano, ds, and watched teevee instead.
ah well :(
but in the meantime both the panda and moose ate ALOT.
and i really mean ALOT, heehee :D
they so funny rofl.
polaroids for the day!






xoxo

ds party tmrw!!!!!!! :)

p.s.: finally finished chinese today! after procrastinating for so damn long lol. that's 10 down, 3 to go :D left with a math, history cold war notes and chem group work! asdfghjkl i can do this

day 6: a song that reminds you of a certain event

yeah.
it's why by secondhand serenade.
well, i know it's a love song, but i definitely DID NOT go through a break-up or anything like that :<
every time i hear this song, i just get really sad 'cos it reminds me of my grandmother's wake.
i was 12 years old then, and my grandmother had just passed away.
and being the kid i was then, i never listened to much songs, and this was one of my 'favourites' in the past.
i never cared about song lyrics in the past too, so the lyrics are totally irrelevant here, i only listened to songs for the tune.
and just before my grandmother departed, this was on my playlist... on repeat.
because of it's really sad piano accompaniment in the background and the super heart-wrenching vocals, my grandmother's passing pricked on my heart often.
one of the nights during the wake i went back home, and fell asleep to this song...
it made me really sad and all.
so now, i try to avoid listening to this song because it makes me so sad everytime i hear it.
i know it's a love song...............
but still it just makes me cry about my grandmother...
it's been almost 3 years since her passing.
time flies.
RIP grandma <3

well!
on a brighter note, seowhwee and seowchien are coming over tomorrow! :)
funnnnnn.
and the day after me and radiant are going over to hazel's for a ds party!
more funnnnn :)
this week's gonna be great!

xx

p.s.: i'm starting to like this 31 days of music challenge thing. it's giving me good stuff to blog about. :') at least my blog has some meaning now.

day 5: a song that reminds you of somewhere

somewhere.



camp rock's hasta la vista.
definitely.
i remember 20th july 2011, the very date where i danced my heart out on the agape concert hall's stage.
it was one of the best times of my life - prefects' installation 2011 <3
dancing on that stage, sort of reminded me how much i've been through over the year as a prefect in plpb.
not only has it been the cliché 'enriching and fruitful', i just feel that i've grown so much as a leader...
especially 'cos of the company i found and shared in pb.
i remember i started off as a newbie and only knew a couple of people in pb...
and my first day of duty: calling 4D3 to go for assembly - going to their classroom to switch off all their fans and lights.
i remember how insecure and afraid i felt last time, dealing with the seniors.
i remember i was so scared, and depended on my buddy most of the time.
i remember..... all my insecurities then.
but now, i feel grown.
i feel the power of the legacy i've left behind.
though i may just be a small prefect, but i feel that what i've done has been all good and fruitful.
i'm proud be a servant leader.
pb's gonna be a part of me for life <3
so yes, this song hasta la vista, brings back so much memories for me.
the agape concert hall, before installation, all the preparation and dance and walk-in rehearsals.
during installation, dancing my soul out.
after installation, running around like mad bickering over polaroids.





these.
memories. never. fade.

hasta la vista

p.s.: listening to songs on up all night while posting this. I AM DEAD. ONE DIRECTION IS SO TALENTED. SO SO SO TALENTED.

day 3 & 4: a song that makes you sad/reminds you of someone

Tag replies:

@Abigail: OH YEAH WMYB FTW!!!! <3

shall do both of 'em since it's already... 12 midnight.
day 3!
sad song... :(



yup. lady antebellum's need you now.
i don't know, i just remember listening to it when i was really sad...
and i cried myself to sleep with this song playing.
sigh.
those emo times.
haha!

day 4!
a song that reminds you of someone.



you can let go by bsb's pretty old-school, but listen to the lyrics.
honestly whenever i listen to songs i always watch a lyrics video first.
words mean so much more than pictures.
the lyrics to this song are really powerful, and it reminds me of gillian (goh)...
i remember i asked her to listen to this song and hear the lyrics 'cos she was really hurt by someone in that point of time.
i believe words have so much power.

x

day 2: a song that makes you happy!☺

Tag replies:

@Abigail: Hello! Thanks!!! :>

a song that makes me happy?



of course it's wmyb :) <3
i don't know, but don't you think it makes all your insecurities fade away when you hear this song?
haha maybe it's just me!

and today i finished lit and ss homework.
asdfghjklasdfghjkl OH YES.
8 down, 5 more to go.
i'll probably do stupid chinese tomorrow :<
sigh.
okay bye!

31 days of music!

Day 01 – A favorite song
Day 02 - A song that makes you happy
Day 03 - A song that makes you sad
Day 04 - A song that reminds you of someone
Day 05 - A song that reminds you of somewhere
Day 06 - A song that reminds you of a certain event
Day 07 - A song that you can dance to
Day 08 - A song that makes you fall asleep
Day 09 - A song from your favorite band
Day 10 - A song that no one would expect you to love
Day 11 - A song that describes you
Day 12 - A song from your favorite album
Day 13 - A song that you listen to when you're angry
Day 14 - A song that you listen to when you're happy
Day 15 - A song that you listen to when you're sad
Day 16 - A song that you want to play at your wedding
Day 17 - A song that you want to play at your funeral
Day 18 - A song that makes you laugh
Day 19 - A song that turns you on
Day 20 - A song you've listened to after a break-up
Day 21 - A song that gives you shivers
Day 22 - A song you can't help but air-jam to
Day 23 - A song you often get stuck in your head
Day 24 - A song you like to work out to
Day 25 - A song you're embarrassed to admit liking
Day 26 - A song you like that is the only one you have by that band
Day 27 - A song you got because you overheard it and all you could remember was one line
Day 28 - A song that you don't like but inexplicably keep anyway
Day 29 - A song that you've heard a million times but still don't know all the words
Day 30 - A song you could sing right now despite not having listened to it in a long time
Day 31 - A song you think everyone should hear

hello peeps.
since i've nothing to blog about, i shall embark on this 31 days of music challenge!
credits to hazel's blog! :)

p.s.: i'll try not to repeat songs, k?

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okay!
day 1: a favourite song



has definitely got to be this. <3
all-time favourite!

welcome to pumpkinparades.bs.com by the way ;)

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

PLEASE SAVE ME.
I THINK MY LIFE JUST GOT TAKEN OVER BY THEM.
THE PREVIEW IS KILLING ME.



BRB DYING

killing time.

hello aliens!
i've been faithfully completing my homework, doing one piece of work everyday :)
so till today, that's 5 down and 8 more to go.
going to do english compre + summary tomorrow or maybe lit mining for meaning.
haha, other than that, life's getting pretty lazy around here :D
i don't really need to go back to school that often, except for ccas occasionally on tuesdays.
hmm, we're currently learning forbidden dance on the harp.
and it's a killer song :(
when i don't have to go to school i wake up at like 11+ hahaha and half my day is like wasted. :P
had a good shopping trip the past week with my mom: bought 2 dresses, a blouse & a vintage camera design pouch :>
great day out with my mom :)
going to school tomorrow again to help out with ushering and for cca fair comm meeting too.
at least i'll get to see ma friends :)

k that's about it for now.
see ya :)

School's out!!!

IT'S DA HOLIDAYS.





OH YEA.
(love this GIF btw!)
heh :)

anyway, the first week of november was intensives.
i must say it wasn't that bad as i expected, 'cos they were pretty lax about it.
i liked the mass sessions 'cos we could always secretly play monopoly deal hehehe.
did i mention that monopoly deal is so damn addictive.
totally love it hahah.
k...

yesterday went out with abigail, sheryl, jasley, madeline and narcissa to watch footloose & bowl.
caireen, deanna and andrea were s'posed to come but they were sick/overseas...
so we canceled footloose and discussed cca fair stuff at nex library :-)
pretty productive!
lunched @ subway and shared a sub with jasley :)
bowled at kovan superbowl!
waited for half an hour for an empty lane, and while waiting watched jasley and sheryl play the shooting zombie games at the arcade hahahah super gruesome.
bowling was pretty good :-)
went to sheryl's house after bowling and bought sushi from kovan!
om nom nom <3
love love love sashimi too.
oh god.
craving for it now :(
we intended to play wii but ended up sitting there and talking the whole time, and instead we only started playing wii at the last half hour.
LOLLL.
the monkey game thing is freaking epic haha!
i suck at wii bowling.
then tried to teach sheryl jet lag on the piano but hahah my parents came already~
had a good time tho :)

-

had pspc dry run + lamda today!
the dry run was quite.... dry.
HAHAHAHA no pun intended.
soz i'm damn lame.
lamda was not too bad i guess :)
the guy was pretty nice to me.
though i screwed a bit of my speech but whatever.
i tried my best :)
lamda's finally over = freedom!
can finally concentrate on my holiday homework, and have a proper rest tomorrow.
went to nex after lamda with janice and ate sushi!!!!! <3 :)
the after-effects yesterday... heheheh.
bought gongcha too!
and just ate japanese peas <3
later still got dinner, and probably gonna have my childhood ice-cream for dessert, PADDLE POP <3
heh ok bye guys i know i'm fat

CHILDHOOD MEMORIES. click here if you feel nostalgic

Joy of my life.

Tag replies:

@Abigail: Hi Abs! Thanks :)

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

---

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there


i'm taking this post to thank all my dear dear dear friends. thank you so much for making my 15th birthday such a special one <3 i'll never forget all that you guys have done. you guys hand-baked me a cake from scratch, surprised me with face-creaming, bought such an amazayn gift, stood by me the whole time. i am truly grateful for this bunch of friends.



thank you guys, this is the first time in my life someone has ever baked a cake for me :') i love you all so much :*

and to the people who got me presents:
melissa, abigail, sheryl, stacy + madeline - hot pink earpiece!
amanda - 2012 planner!
madeline - muffins!
gillian - card!
seow hwee, seow chien - photo frame (with that retarded photo of me) + post-its!
hazel - sour skittles!
janice - post-its!
casmine - piggybank!
yeewah - moose soft toys!
radiant - card!
anchi - file + post-its + card!
yingxia - stickers!
kiahling - card!

& many others who wished me! thank you so much for making me the happiest girl on earth on my 15th birthday. this might sound like an exaggeration, but no it isn't. i'm truly blessed to have such awesome friends like y'all. i love you all so so so much ♥♥♥











and etc. etc. :)

i really love y'all so much, thank you for all the memories, both good and bad. thank you tolerating my woes and rants, and for always being there for me whenever i needed someone to talk to. thank you for being like a sister to me, someone who i could always count on. we might have quarreled, but it's the minor fights that bring us closer together.

my light when i was dark,
my warmth when i was cold,
my strength when i was weak,

thank you my dear friends. :)


and i'm truly sorry for losing my temper.
you might not have noticed it,
but i know it's such a trivial matter
i'm sorry i love you

I wanna be the gravity in your universe.

Tag replies:

@Madeline: Okay!

hahah, decided to change my way of replying links.
thanks to twitter for the inspiration hahahaha.

by the way, did i mention how much i love tumblr?
a lot a lot a lot :)
it has so many hotttttttt pictures of 1D and other pretty pretty stuff.
tumblr just kinda beats weheartit. ;)
dk why.
hahaha.
anyway, on thursday we had our grooming workshop...
it was a bit boring. ugh :/
but the dance workshop was C to the O to the O to the L!!
the purple shirt guy was however, quite..... uh floppy?
heh :p
after that stayed back for cca to coach the sec 1s.
homed!

friday was founders day!
happy 95th birthday, PL <3
i was on duty at the concert hall, to settle the sec 4s down and stuff.
after we were done with duty, we sat at the shaw hall to view the service.
my eye was itching so badly.
must be because of the air-con and it became super dry...
ugh.
went to the backstage of the agape hall to usher the prizewinners later on, while i was freezing there hahahaha.
it took quite a while because the pastor preached for very long...
during the prize presentation ceremony, at first my job was pretty awkward...
lolz.
then come to yihui to collect prize, she walk towards me, and she kept whispering "aiya retarded la..."
walao i wanted to laugh so hard then HAHAHAHA.
but i couldn't :(
then seow hwee another one!
keep on 'um chio-ing' at me wth!
i wanted to laugh out loud again hahaha.
retarded >:)
when the service ended, i went to the shaw hall, and then whoa, me and clare were the only ones there...
but they were giving out ice cream!
MILO ICE CREAM.
nom.
my favourite <3
heheheh, so i took one and left.
lunched @ mos burger with radiant and xinyi!
<3<3<3
MOS BURGER FTW.
hahahahahahahahahahaha kk im mad.
bye!
tmrw got sex ed.
okay.
lol.

1D's Got To Be You in less than 24 hours!!!!!!
#excited

:)

"No!" Jimmy protested.

THANK GOD FOR

THE END OF

EXAMS. (Y)

there's gonna be post-exam activities! yay :)
inter-class volleyball games, YAY!
strings concert, YAY!
party party and endless fun, YAY!
grooming workshop this thursday.......



























HAHAHAHA LOUIS :)

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HAI MY READERS! (which is probably only 1 or 2 people hahahaha)



EOYs are over.
actually no hahaha, there's still bio mcq on tuesday, which i'll be mugging for tmrw.
TO ALL THE JEALOUS PHYSICS PEOPLE, HEHEHEHE.
we have no school tmrw \m/
ok i shouldn't be so mean.
good luck for physics tmrw guys!!! (y)

well after chem and chinese papers on friday, i became mad.
like completely mad.
i was being all retarded and laughing like a mad kid after we were dismissed.
bio tuition-ed, then headed home.
tumblr-ed, youtubed and had a jolly good time online.
HAHAHA.
this is the life.
i slept like a baby.
really.

post-exam periods ROCK. :)
gonna blog again tmrw or smth.
sorry this ain't a proper post.
#nowwatching Teens Awards (with 1D) ♥
k forget it the link died.
GAHHHHHH.
OMG NEW WORKING LINK YES BRB

BYEEEEE.

A long, long marathon.

hello my deeeeeeear blog.
i haven't posted in like what... 2 months?
gosh.
school's really biting down my neck, i haven't even found time to even get proper rest.
it's so bad that i'm starting to have eyebags now oh god.
well, it's been a fruitful (mixed with awesome and crappy moments) 1 and half months?
i was really busy studying for common tests, but i guess i still haven't found my right strategy of studying.

i did pretty badly for my term 3 common tests, deproving in almost every subject except bio and hist.
with a c5 for e math, and a freaking d7 for chem, it kills me.
i studied so hard and this is the shit i get :(
d7. it's like my first ever underline in my report book.
sadly i gotta pull up my socks and work doubly hard for eoys.
and for the rest of my subjects.....
well, i'm quite sure i'm below average, and that means i gotta try even harder in term 4, which is already here.
term 3 really woke me up, but then my motivation died down again zzz.
eesh.
okay enough about the cliche and depressing stuff about studying.



on to the yays for the past month.

yes i've had great fun in pb rehearsing for teachers' day.
bonding times with mah retards and others, has definitely brightened my days though i'm stresssssed over the books ^^
thanks guys <3
sec 4 farewell was brilliant too, had loads of band/dance rehearsals just for the seniors :)
hope they enjoyed it!!!
nom-ing pastamania, glacious and studying with a3 peeps, moose and other close friends really makes my day too :)
i also watched my first movie of the year yesterday, with abs & gang ^^
i smurf all of ya + a3 peeps + retards + others hehehe <3
with all my <3ly friends + get your heart on blasting + 1d's wmyb, my life is COMPLETE.
thank you.

Enough is enough.

it's been accumulated for a week.
i've had enough, so i decided to let it all out here.

kind of decided that i'm going to make it known.
i'm not being attention-seeking or anything, but i really want to let you all know how i feel.
firstly, i have already come to accept reality, that i will always be different from every single one of you. EVERY ONE.
i have also come to realise that it'll never be possible to try and stop you all, and try to make everyone of you perfect.
who am i even to try and make people perfect?
i'm not that noble and great either, but i'm just doing my job.
sometimes i feel that you all know how i would feel if i saw you all like that, but just do it on purpose to provoke me...
i try so hard, but what do i get?
not only do you repeat it over and over again, but all i earn is your hatred, your annoyance and your cold shoulders.
though i've learnt to shut one eye at times, it just irks me to see it happening over and over again.
do you know why i scold you all except her?
that's because i care! I CARE!
i care as a close friend and that's why i want to help you change for the better.
if not, i would just leave you in the lurch.
shouldn't friends care for one another, tell you off strictly when you're wrong, and always be there for one another?
friends, are supposed to help you.
remember?
but you seem to take the criticism too hard.
why?
i guess all my effort's wasted.

secondly, there's one thing i completely dislike about odd numbers.
friends? cliques?
yes, there's bound to be some sort of division and pairing when it comes to that.
you have you, you have you, you have you and me?
to be honest i really feel like nothing but a stray dog that follows people home.
and i feel like an intruder, who cuts in and tries to fit in with any of your conversations.
i really wish you all could be more sensitive, or myself to try and be less sensitive.
i really feel lonely and left out.
and what i do, no one ever appreciates.
i've never seen any of you do a thank-you note for anything, or something encouraging when i've done countless of these for you all.
only when i be a thick-skinned person and ask from you all then will you do so.
come to think of it, i feel like i've sacrificed too much.
i am just being honest with myself, no offence intended.
i'm trying so hard to keep things together, but i'm the only one falling apart now.
none of you guys actually ever bother to start a conversation with me, and always scout off to some other place w/o even asking me.
always creating personal inside jokes that i will never understand or know of.
and when i don't look okay, what do you all do?
nothing.
just a casual question, i choose to say no, and you think i'm fine.
i've tolerated enough, and i think it's really about time i had let it all out.
do i ever mean anything to you guys?
or am i just some annoying, bossy, PMS-ing nobody to you?
after all that i've done, and if i'm that annoying and worthless in your eyes, then i'm sorry i think you don't deserve me.
well, if you care for me, then show it, okay!
just in case you can't understand how, some people build a wall around themselves to see who cares enough to tear them down.
i'm beyond my limits already.

i just wanna let you all know that i care a lot for you guys, but it's a constant one-way sacrifice that i've been making, and i'm very sick of that.
please, i really can't take it any longer.
if you really care for me as a friend then prove it through your actions.
i'm tired of all this drama.

my arms are tired of being the only one piecing back the fragments of our memories back together.

friendship's a two-way issue, and since one doesn't care, the other remaining party is going to experience nothing but heartaches.

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.
.
.
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maybe a song would better describe how i feel right now.
well, i've found one.
enjoy.



i hope you guys will understand.

It's been long.

hello my dear readers.
though i think i have none but still, i just felt like blogging today.
i mean like, yeah it's been ages.
well, term 3 started off like this.



and



and it got worse.
hahaha.
innoweek on the first week was pretty fun, cos' it was probably one of the most meaningful ones we've done so far.
the past years was just.....
bleh.
accomplished cos' we had 391 likes and counting :)
ultimate yay.
yes and my results for term 2 turned out to be terrible.
gotta buck up alot this term.
hope i don't get too busy with harp and pb stuff.

i'll be mia till............

O'S ARE OVER.
HAHAHAHAHA.
we'll see.

We're pilgrims on the journey of a narrow road.

hi everyone!
i know my blog's super dead but i'm here to revive it with something that changed my life :)
and that is service learning @ cambodia.
i'm really proud to say that i've been there and touched the lives of people, leaving footprints of faith and hope.

Day 1, 28 May



we all met at the airport at about 5.45am. seriously? it was so damn early. but anyway after the admin procedures like checking-in and so on, we took off for cambodia and reached at about 10+? we took a bus to pacific hotel, checked in, and had lunch at a restaurant that served singapore food. it was pretty good, cos' i expected we'd be having cambodian food the next couple of days. next we headed for a city tour and stopped by at a killing field. it was quite a horrifying sight, where there were excavated old clothes and skulls of the victims that died under the pol pot regime. :( it was a great eye-opener and i've learnt that we're very blessed to have a good government leading the country. after visiting the killing site, we headed off to the tuol sleng genocide museum. this really made my stomach flip, because what we saw was very unpleasant. there were portraits of the victims who were tortured, the actual equipment that was used for torture, and even dried up blood stains from the murderous torture on the floor tiles... it was really terrifying. after the not-so-pleasant sites, we headed off to the royal palace, a more cultural side of cambodia. the silver pagoda and the palace itself were absolutely stunning. at night we shopped at this place called supermall, where i bought ice-cream and pink shades! :D i <3 my pink shades ttm! after a long day we had team reflections and a small party, then headed off to dreamland! but while i was in the bathroom, gillian suddenly screamed and i got the shock of my life! she said there was a flying cockroach in the hotel room!!!! :O i came out with my shirt on and a towel wrapped over my butt hahahaha and tried to kill the roach with her.. i bet we made a ruckus ;) what drama!

Day 2, 29 May



awoke at 6am and went to the hotel lobby for breakfast. took a 3hr long bus ride to the homestay at baray district. it was a long and slowwww ride, but i managed to catch some sleep. no, actually alot. haha. when i woke up, the bus stopped for a toilet break and that was when i realised this was true village life. there were big empty and even barren fields, animals roaming around freely, and children with no clothes. when we arrived at the homestay, it was something i completely didn't imagine. we lived in huts with big big big big mosquito nets, and it was just... hmm. we met at a shelter and packed basic neccesities for the villagers then headed for lunch. then we had the pony cart ride!!! super duper fun! shared a cart with sheryl and madeline and the road was so bumpy my butt had a free massage teehee! it was really very touching cos' the kids would wave to you super enthusiastically even though you're a foreigner. we stopped by the fields and a boat-making area. a super fun and memorable ride :) <3 had dinner then night interaction! we taught the teens english, played many games with them. though there was a language barrier, nevertheless we still had loads of fun! :) team reflections then bedtime. it was gross cos' it was our first night there and we weren't used to the roaches, bugs, crickets and flies all around the toilets and everywhere. we were so scared of the 2 flying roaches in our hut too!!! but we still had a peaceful sleep :)

Day 3, 30 May



woke up for breakfast at solar cafe then headed out to the school to conduct our lessons! the kids were really very very enthusiastic in learning, and responded eagerly to everything we said. though there was a huge language barrier, the kids were really cute and repeated everything we said :P i had a terribly hard time coaching a boy sitting at the back on multiplication and division... i told him to group up 2 circles but he ended drawing me 2 circles instead. but i felt my efforts paid off seeing their enthusiasm to learn :') in the afternoon we took the packed items to the villagers where we could ask them any questions. for the first two houses it was pretty awkward cos' we didn't know what to ask. at the third house, we went up to view it and discovered much. the woman took only one month to build her house!!! we were done pretty early, so we spent pretty long waiting on the bus. had dinner and another session of night interaction and played even more games hehe! our group became pretty bonded :))) it was long and tiring day and again i slept very peacefully HAHAH.

Day 4, 31 May



breakfast @ solar cafe once again and today was hard work! headed off to pave a well right after breakfast and it was tough work. we carried heavy rocks to and fro, mixed the cement and sand together and scooped water up from the well. though i was drenched in sweat, i felt really good about myself because i felt like i was doing something meaningful for the villagers, and could improve their lives. :) though i was really worn out physically, mentally i was still alive and wanted to do more. after paving the wells, we went off to the same school again, to paint one of their buildings. first i took the small brush and painted the small corners of the windows and doors that the roller brushes couldn't reach. gradually i got quite tired and took a rest. i guess i had minor gastric pains as i was physically exhausted. after taking a quick bite and some water, i took over the job of the humongous rollers that were like 3m long. using those, i had to paint the very top of the walls! i had a very hard time doing so but i felt very accomplished after putting in all the hard work for these really eager kids :) we had lunch after that and since we completed our work way before time, we had loads of rest time and next we went for the ox cart ride :D it was another bumpy ride, with loads of ox dung everywhere. :P me, andrea, gillian and jasley shared a cart and we screamed all the way in fear of falling off and poor navigation! teehee, it was really the ride of my life. we filmed our roaming dv project here as well and the teachers were really funny :) dinnertime then again our last night interaction class :( i learnt quite alot of khmer words then too :) had an early night cos' we had our team reflection in the day! yayyyyyyy :-) dreamland! but we hogged mr lee's toilet once again hahaha!

Day 5, 1 June



breakfast when we woke up (as usual hahaha) and then we had our games carnival in the morning!!!! :-) it was cambodia's children's day that day and i was pretty hyped cos' our group put in alot of effort in planning the games :D the first group of kids that arrived didn't seem to understand the game and weren't as enthusiastic... but as more students came, their enthusiasm level was really raised to the maximum and laughed and had so much fun :) seeing them having this much fun really touched my heart :') after the carnival there was a prize presentation ceremony for the top students in each level and also a mini karaoke session hehe :) the kids were all really brave and sang really adorably! after that we had lunch, and off to the school to teach again. the english team took up too much time, and left the math group with only 30 mins to teach clock-reading! they were pretty distracted and hardly paid attention at all. we gave out our worksheets hastily and everyone of them were lost and didn't know how to do. after math lesson they had a break and i was so disappointed i teared. i felt like our efforts were wasted, i felt like we didn't do enough to help the children. however thanks to everyone who tried to comfort me <3 after a day of teaching we had dinner and then prepared for our much-awaited campfire! we sat in circles and got lightsticks for everybody! a little boy came to play with us and he sat on me and gillian. he was really cute and playful; he kept throwing the light stick near the fire! we totally got a shock and kept retrieving the light stick for him as he kept throwing it repeatedly. mr lee saw what happened and he came and 'confiscated' his light stick. the cute boy stared at mr lee in despair and disappointment - HIS FACE WAS SO SUPER CUTE :D i found out that his older brother, who was only a few years older than him, brought him here alone! we watched a couple of local dances and then our teams had to perform an item each. Awesome K2 went first and I got quite hyper after our random dancing :))) K3's shuffling was very cool too, and K5's performance was quite sweet ^^ now i'm addicted to party rock anthem hahaha! after campfire was a mini cambodian dance, where me, gillian, sheryl and madeline tried very hard to learn the dance moves haha! it was pretty fun! we gave our contacts to our night interaction group and took pictures with them :) it was pretty sad that we had to leave them... :'( i love my night interaction group!!!! <3 thanks so much for the memories :') it was our last night at khmer homestay and definitely the most memorable night. :)

Day 6, 2 June



we had our last breakfast/meal at the solar cafe. we finished up the PL board and left for phnom penh and the hotel. it was a 3hr bus ride and after checking in to the hotel, headed for lunch at the same restaurant that we had lunch on the first day. it was an afternoon of shopping at the central market and supermall (again). i bought another pair of shades, more ice cream, socks and a I <3 Cambodia tee :) through this i saw many people, and even children, begging for money. it kinda hurts to see such people living in poverty and have to resort to such ways and means... may god bless them and touch their hearts. after shopping we had a big big big surprise!! our celebration dinner was on a boat!!!!!!! :) boat ride ftw <3 had a great dinner and bonding time with the same party gang and then had separate team reflections. K2 also celebrated papa's birthday with a surprise cake and present from some of the K2-ers :-) papa was really touched and it was indeed a night of celebration. we exchanged cards and wrote for one another and continued doing so in the hotel. the teachers also surprised us with coconut drinks and ice-cream! thank you teachers :D when we were all done with team reflections, we partied in one another's rooms and we stayed up till 2am :P it was definitely a night to remember <3

Day 7, 3 June



had good breakfast of eggs and sausages in the hotel lobby. left for the airport at about 7.45am and before we knew it, we were on the plane back to singapore. :'( it was really a touching moment when we left cambodia as our heart was filled with so much pleasant memories. plane food was (y) btw ;-)



i've learnt so much from this trip. happiness is really simple. all you have to do is be contented with whatever you have and don't always bear grudges or complain. sometimes it's not about whether you have the latest gadgets, or the most amount of money, but it's more of making full use of whatever you have and being happy with it. learning to count our blessings and being thankful for whatever you have suddenly seems so meaningful after this service learning trip. there are so many people out there who are so much more unfortunate than you are... i thank god for whatever i have, and may whatever i have done bless and inspire the people out there in cambodia as well. i am very grateful for this amazing opportunity <3

I miss the hotel and hut stays. I miss swatting off bugs and insects off each other's shirts. I miss the delicious food at Solar Cafe. I miss my night interaction group. I miss the enthusiasm of the little children. I miss painting and paving wells. I miss sweating till we had salt marks. I miss tucking in the mosquito nets properly before sleeping. I miss looking after kids at the campfire. I miss K2's Flea Fly cheer. I miss avoiding cow dung. I miss the late-night insect-infested team reflections. I miss long bus rides. I miss screaming at insects and toads. I miss our late-night parties. I miss buying ice cream and shades at the mall. I miss waving at the children on the cart rides. I miss FIS Cambodia (Baray) 2011! <3

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