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@Abigail: Hehehe yeah! NICE :D
day 20
the break-up song!!!
lyrics are damn awesome as usual because it's SIMPLE PLAN.
worth the dough.
day 21
this song gives me the shivers.
it suddenly makes sexual abuse so much more surreal.
the lyrics are very moving, and it's based on a true story.
have a listen at those lyrics, it's brilliant.
and it has taught me one very important lesson - speak up, before it's too late.
okay.
so i spent my day morning yesterday at school filming for the cca fair video.
i kept messing up my lines zzz seriously pissing.
wished i was better at interviews and stuff.
lunched with my grandparents @ shaw plaza and the buffet was om nom nom AWESOME :)
good time out!
stayed at their place and did some ss notes!
my grandma even cooked my favourite dishes :')
love her cooking!
after that headed to chem tuition with yingxia...
the new tutor is trololol no comment :/
home-d!!!
went to sentosa today with s&u minus gillian w. & yx!
met @ harbourfront mrt at 10am and headed down to sentosa!!! ^^
#excited
so we bought a volleyball there, and we started playing...
soaked myself in the waters most of the time!
the heat from the sun was blistering and my feet on the sand w/o slippers was like a cooked egg! :@
super hot!!!
volleyball was v good (y)
though we are like super lousy and kept hitting the angmohs (who got kinda pissed with us) and other people, it was pretty fun tossing it around and laughing at anchi hahahaha :D
sat at the mat and gossiped about -ahem-, and then i napped for like 15mins?
and that's how i think my face got slightly slightly burnt...
it's red now, especially my cheeeeeks.
headed to the toilet to bathe and went back to vivo, train-ed to NEX :)
had lunch at like what, 4.30? @ jack's place!!!!
good food = happy people ;)
met gillian wong there~
bought movie tickets to arthur's christmas, and it was a pretty good show~
the animation was good, very cute! ^^
great day out with s&u!
beach volleyball again!! (thought we suck)
to be honest i am super annoyed with you.
seriously you have some freaking attitude problems.
when i talk to you you seem super angry all the time.
and the tone you use to talk to me and her is completely different.
i'm not jealous, i'm just irritated that you always talk to me like i owe you a life.
i know you don't know it, but subconsciously you treat those who ALWAYS give in to you alot better than those who don't.
it's soooo obvious.
whatever i'm not going to give a damn about you anymore.
and honestly i think being a fan of one direction.... sucks.
no, don't get me wrong, i love one direction and their songs.
but, people these days are so damn judgmental, it's hard to label yourself as a 'true fan'.
just how do you define a directioner and a directionator?
i find that being their fan is really stressful as people say you gotta know 'every single thing' about them.
i mean... so you mean only those diehard/hardcore fans are 'true'?
i don't know but i think this 1D fanbase is awful...
why can't everyone just be happy and fangirl/fanboy together?
does it really matter about how much you know about them/how long you've known them?
those fans that say "i've known them since the start" or "you're a directionator 'cos you only liked them now!" really annoy me.
can't one direction have new fans too?
they might not be the most knowledgable but shouldn't you be happy that 1D is gaining popularity?
then there's all this talk about how the expansion of their fanbase makes the chance of you getting to meet them slimmer.
there's some truth in that, but honestly, if one direction is happy to have so many fans in the world, or are making it big with their albums selling like hotcakes, shouldn't we be happy for them too?
i know everyone is dying to see them, even i am, but sometimes it just can't be helped..
but anyway back to the new and old fans thing, it just really annoys me because i can't help but feel insecure as their 'fan'.
i don't even know how i should classify myself.
i love them and their songs a lot and i do try my best to catch up on news of them, so am i a 'true' fan?
and i didn't exactly watch EVERY interview of them or know EVERY single thing about them or have known them since the x factor, so does that make me a 'fake' fan?
i don't know, i really don't know.
i just find that society these days is so screwed up.
the 'true' fans bully the 'fake' ones, but honestly, can't you just be more mature and think how one direction would react if they actually saw these mini fanwars going around everytime?
if i were one direction, i would be so ashamed and disappointed to have such a disunited fanbase where the old despise the new.
i don't even dare to call myself a 'directioner', least i get dissed at.
maybe it's just me and my lack of confidence, but that's my feelings after reading some posts and tweets.
the last absolute thing i hate about being a 1D fan is that you are labelled as a directioner or directionator based on the social networking sites you are most active on.
i mean what the hell seriously?
so you mean those on facebook are the bloody fake ones and those on tumblr are the genuine true ones?
what's with this division?
guess this fanbase has its ugly side too.
what has the world come to anyway? you can't even like a band without being criticised.
what is all this shit.
my life is shit.
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