Emotional barriers?

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24/04
Narcissa: Thanks :) <3

This is weird.
Plain weird.
Really really weird.
I have no idea why I am so moody these days.
I dream of weird stuff every night.
However, yesterday I didn't dream of anything, but I couldn't get to sleep.
I was tossing and turning, listening to all the little noises in my surroundings at night.
I have no idea what I was thinking of, I just felt troubled and sad.
Don't tell me it's because of...
Oh no, I hope not.
I think I tossed and turned until 6am, when I heard my father open his door to go downstairs for breakfast.
Afterwards I finally managed to sleep till 9.30am.
I thought it was too early to wake up.
But I felt kind of miserable, and I needed the solace of ahem (I might reveal it in time to come) so I went to browse through for half and hour.
So I got back to sleep at 10am and awoke at 11am.
After I woke up, nothing seemed to change.
I am still so moody.
Why.
I want school to reopen.
REOPEN NOW.

XOXO.