targeting to sleep by then hmm.
decided to blog because i got all frustrated with math (vectors) and promos preparation and whatnot.
time to seek comfort in blogging 10 facts about myself! (reduced from 15 because promos is coming oops and i need to study)
trying to find more new stuff about myself that could prove to be somewhat intriguing...
sorry i couldn't resist taking a sneak peek at my list of "post-promos daily blog challenges" ;)
so i shall embark on one today.
let's begin!
1) I am a boring person (on the outside).
2) When I am unhappy over text, I tend to spam punctuation marks (... especially) or either that I end my sentences with a single full-stop.
yup that's what i noticed recently. when i get upset/angry/disappointed, my text lingo shows it. i use many many short forms and i suddenly use appropriate punctuations such as the full-stop at the end of every whatsapp message. that's just me i guess? i don't know. i guess this kinda shows how easily run i am by my emotions. my emotions take control of me, and it's hard the other way round. sigh guess i gotta learn. hmm. well ok this is a pretty boring fact, just fyi.
3) I am a sexist when it comes to music.
yeah i guess everyone knows this by now. female artistes are a complete turn-off to me, really. the only female singer i can actually appreciate is katy perry, avril lavigne and occasionally taylor swift. can't appreciate demi lovato, paramore, little mix and whatnot. my list of "anti-female artistes" goes on. it's not that i'm being a cynical little bimbo here but i really hate the way ladies sound on audio. my ears just aren't receptive at all to them. i've always felt guys made better singers than girls because personally i feel they have much stronger vocals and can reach a wider range of notes (more pleasantly too). maybe because we've also come across multiple female artistes who can't sing live. have you heard of any guy who is merely a pretty face who can't sing live? hmm not that i have, or not that i choose to agree hahaha. so yes i am a complete boyband (fan)girl! well, not vocalist groups like one direction... hmm i used to adore them until they kinda changed recently... it's quite scary how they grew so much. the boybands i frequently listen to are simple plan, boys like girls, backstreet boys, we the kings, fall out boy, before you exit, the all-american rejects, all time low... yes this is in order of frequency and how much i love them ;)
4) I cry a lot.
(used a pikachu gif twice... sorry not sorry)
think my eyes aren't even eyes, they're water taps. i cry way too easily - it's bad. i tear over the slightest things regardless of my emotion. be it the fact that i'm overjoyed at some shit ok sorry can't think of examples off-hand, be it the fact that i am raging.... i cry. there's been a few times when i've just been so angry i've raged till i cried. ugh. made me feel like some wimp though hahaha. tears well up to when my parents always encourage me to just "do your best" or when they are really nice and loving to me :') i cry at commercials or even short video snippets. when the principal showed a 2-minute ah boys to men snippet (about the recruits receiving letters from their loved ones), i actually teared... so embarrassing omg. in secondary school when i couldn't take the stress from everything (esp. sec 2) i often went to the toilet alone to hide and cry in a cubicle. ugh i need to strengthen my emotional self because this can't keep going on. one day people are going to laugh at me. grow up, jamie, grow up. it's time to do away with the emotions.
5) I hold my character in high esteem and take such things seriously. (don't even try messing with me on these)
i absolutely hate it when someone doubts my character/the things i do. bloody hell. i take pride in being a morally good person and how dare you doubt my personal set of values?! gnd. actually the first and only time someone actually did that to me was this year in college. screw you and your prejudice. you DO NOT EVER call me a "terrible influence" to my friends because i have never been and you don't have the rights to anyway - only my parents can scold/discipline me. not you. so to whoever wants to doubt me of my morals please withhold. i can very firmly say that pl(pb) has moulded me into someone of fine character. so don't be surprised if i take what you say about my morals with offence. screw off.
6) I play the piano, but I'm not musically inclined or anything like that.
i guess the thing that i lack is passion, i don't really like to practice. i never ever practise my songs unless the exam date is drawing near, because i find that it is such a nuisance to be playing the same horrible line 20 times and probably irritating the shit out of your neighbours. meh. if i were rich enough i would build a soundproof room in my house just so that i can make all the noise i want with the piano and not get judged for what i want to play. sometimes i feel my pop songs annoy people (both my neighbours and parents hahaha) 'cos the chords are just so repetitive... hmm. but i like pop songs.
7) I hate being alone.
yes i hate it, and i guess the reason why is because i am very dependent on my friends, which is a hell of a bad thing. i enjoy company especially when i'm in school and i'd feel lonely/outcasted if i didn't have someone to talk to... the sensitive me returns lol. maybe because when i'm alone my thoughts run wild. but actually i enjoy being alone at home because i feel "free" in a sense... yupppp so friends please don't leave me roaming around in school alone T_T
8) I will never ever tell a guy I like him, first. (at least for now)
omg no way in the world will i ever confess my feelings to a guy first. no matter how much i "like" him it is way too embarrassing especially if he says no. plus i'm not exactly very pretty so obviously you can't have hopes too high right... anyway i think it's sweet for the guy to the chasing instead, it is SO weird for a girl to confess. and guys are more easygoing so if they face rejection they wouldn't take it too hard right... they'd probably get over it after a week while girls will just whine about it for the whole month maybe? hmmm this is a really random fact but i guess because it's my first year being in a mixed school after being in a girls' school for 10 years, just some random thoughts about it. and if you ask me whether i like any guy in school..... maybe...? ;)
9) I would consider myself as a gamer girl.
i think for a girl, i have quite a flair for games hahahahaha. truth be told i enjoy playing games more than watching television/shows/movies (duh look at point 1). as a kid i grew up playing with my cousins (guys majority) a lot, and i guess watching them play games has made me interested too. i would often play ps2 with my dad too, but sadly that childhood game console of mine died.... T_T i loved it so much though. ok so let me list some of the games i've played. they're pretty old school because i obviously don't have time for games right now. well i've played fps games like counter strike, sudden attack (is it? that asiasoft shooting game i played ONCE), silent scope (this was on ps2 and it was really fun!!!). i like fighting games too like tekken tag, little fighter 2 errrr k can't remember. love maplestory too (still playing to date during holidays hahaha), tried rakion (is it? the one with the blue and red things ok wtv). racing games like bomberman on ps2 (omg my ultimate fave), mario kart, ridge racer meh. grand theft auto, nba on ps2, pangya (THAT GOLFING GAME THAT CLOSED DOWN T_T), getamped, audition, pokemon (OMG I LOVE POKEMON IT IS MY CHILDHOOD)... did i mention i was a pro at counter strike when i was young? my cousin said before i was a whiz and could win all of 'em hahaha. not that i remember myself being the counter strike champ or what but hmm, that was a nice remark yay. i would have continued if not for the lack of time ah well. but the only game i will never appreciate is dota and warcraft i guess (ok wait i think they're the same thing). miss my ps2 console a lot sigh rest in peace my childhood. :( and yeah i would think that i catch onto games pretty well. like i learn the basics fast and i'm not too bad at them. take shotzombie for now for example hehehe my high score is worthy of mention okay (yes yes i take pride in my high scores), it's comparable to some guys' high score! ;) and yeah i used to play tiny tower very actively i think i had like 140 floors or some shit like that. but it's a cute game no doubt! yup so as you guys can see i am a pretty avid gamer :)
10) I hate milk chocolate.
yes it is disgusting. let me tell you the reason why i hate milk choc. like every child would, i loved nutella. i loved nutella so much that i ate it right out from the jar with a tablespoon. i think i could eat like half the jar in a day or something. yes i loved it that much. until one day my stomach decided that it had enough and out came everything from my mouth :/ i felt so sick that i actually missed a day of school. i used to hate tomatoes too because (yes don't judge me) i cut them up into cubes last time and ate it with soya sauce hahahahaha. tbh that combination was quite good. but no no i ate too much again and now the thought of both the tomatoes and sauce together and the nutella out of a jar just makes me cringe... so kids, lesson learnt, don't ever overeat something. don't let what you love become what you hate. don't let your best friend turn into your worst enemy.
yup so those are my 10 fun facts!
i just saw the post title and it says "fun" facts.
well i hope these were fun enough!
in the meantime it's time to work my ass off for promos!
see you soon!
