hello hello. founder's day today, i had ushering duty. again my feet hurt but i've tasted more pain than that. 12hrs in 2.5 inch heels, carrying harps. :( after founder's day service, radiant, hazel and me went to j8 for lunch. macs, comics connection & library. went home at about 3.45, feet ached like crap :/ that's all today, but i'm gonna blog 'bout something else too..
sometimes i really wonder if i even existed for a purpose. i don't see the point of living if you aren't even given the respect you deserve. people who don't respect you, don't respect your feelings and don't respect your heart. now i know how people who are outcasts of their classes/ccas feel. lonely, depressed and crushed. for once i actually stepped into their shoes, and actually knew how it felt to be criticised, commented and degraded. everyone has feelings, you, you, you and me too. don't bring me down, though i know you hate me. at times i also wished i was never part of this. all i get is emotional torture, and i even have to tolerate everybody's nonsense. all those words you've said to me will never be forgotten. i just hope you could stop it, but though i will forgive, i will never forget. just a little note for you that if you really hate someone it would be nice to keep it to yourself. fine, if you couldn't do it then don't shove those words into my face. one day i hope someone will throw it back to you. thanks for hurting me.
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