I will never say never.

haven't blogged in ages but i don't really bother cos' nobody tags me :( btw school has ended already and i'm super sad k! :'( 2-2 split up into all the classes... ahhh! but at least i have some close friends in my class next year. :) ok this is boring. btw i turned 14 a week ago hehehe! :) had the greatest b'day ever, thanks alot everyone <3 had strings concert on that day too... but apparently i fell kinda sick and wasn't really feeling very well that weekend... had cca today, practised syf songs again.. and apparently im gonna be very busy this hols! lol surprising. haha anyway tmr im going universal studios with s&u too... i bet i'm gonna scream till i cry.... i'm gonna get scarred for life :( i'm so scared now too hahaha ok whatever bye!!

With you I'd dance in a storm.

hi guys. haven't blogged in a couple of days. i didn't wanna blog cos' i wasn't in a good mood........ k so anyway, it's because of somebody again. and i thought that not blogging about it would make me forget about everything... it sort of worked, but then things don't seem to be getting any better these days, so i don't really see a point in not blogging about it. but no, i'm not gonna blog about emo crap here ok?! i am gonna hide somewhere which no one knows.... haha k whatever i think i'm talking crap. strings concert this friday!!!! <3 i needa practise hard tmr and friday afternoon :) harpists ily all! <3 today's sex ed was quite okay hahaha, much better than last year! there's financial literacy tmr hahahaha. hope i don't get too bored then hehe. k bye. i realised nobody tags me anyway, so i don't see a point in blogging -_-

Take it easy.

what's up yo. i think i need a chill pill. i'm getting too worked up about trivial things these days. ahhh, maybe it's because of subject combinations. i still have not decided what to take yet, i mean i sorta decided already but i haven't filled in the option form yet. i am going to fill it in later i promise. it's only 2.54pm and i'm actually quite tired... i got loads of stuff to do later. experiment with tunes for innoweek, fill in my subject combinations for real, pack my bag and practise harp. omggggg so many things to do :( oh by the way JYJ dropped by Singapore yesterday omg!!!!!!! why didn't i go :( i was at school ushering people instead, oh well :( but still i had fun :) they arrived in sg at about 1.20pm and they stayed at swissotel omg so cooooooool. i heard the performance was a blast but they were really strict about copyright issues. no photography/videos were allowed and guards were stationed all around the place. oh and i heard many people who bought the vip tix were very upset because they weren't even entitled an autographed photo, only a handshake :( can you imagine if changmin came zomg. i will faint man. but sadly he isn't :( oh well, always keep the faith! :) haha, k that's about it, bye!

Utter meltdown.

Tag replies:

14/10
Abigail: Thanks :)

15/10
Fiona: Thanks :)

hi guys. today was innoweek again. hahah, kinda boring but at least we got loads of work done! :) lyrics are already settled!! and we booked a macbook for monday to work on our song so i guess we got most of the work covered :) today twin plaited my fringe hehe, ily. <3 anchi and sarah also kept buffing their nails hahah. and btw nana i can give you your present on monday! it's not wrapped though, sorry :( obtw we got our subject combination forms today. super scary, cos' i am veryvery confused on what to take next year :( i hope i just get into my desired combination, i'd work hard.. please. i don't wanna split from s&u!! :'( anchi, gillians, amanda, stacy, sheryl and yingxia omg nooooooooooo we need to bond more before we split!! sob. :( till now i'm not very sure if anyone close to me wants to take the same combination as me... btw had cca after school, practised for strings concert again. :) thank goodness my parts are easy :) and tmr i have some event to usher, just hope i'd keep my mind off subject combinations. btw you, stop testing my patience. i've got my limits too ok. go away.

Don't miss me when I'm gone.

hello hello. founder's day today, i had ushering duty. again my feet hurt but i've tasted more pain than that. 12hrs in 2.5 inch heels, carrying harps. :( after founder's day service, radiant, hazel and me went to j8 for lunch. macs, comics connection & library. went home at about 3.45, feet ached like crap :/ that's all today, but i'm gonna blog 'bout something else too..

sometimes i really wonder if i even existed for a purpose. i don't see the point of living if you aren't even given the respect you deserve. people who don't respect you, don't respect your feelings and don't respect your heart. now i know how people who are outcasts of their classes/ccas feel. lonely, depressed and crushed. for once i actually stepped into their shoes, and actually knew how it felt to be criticised, commented and degraded. everyone has feelings, you, you, you and me too. don't bring me down, though i know you hate me. at times i also wished i was never part of this. all i get is emotional torture, and i even have to tolerate everybody's nonsense. all those words you've said to me will never be forgotten. i just hope you could stop it, but though i will forgive, i will never forget. just a little note for you that if you really hate someone it would be nice to keep it to yourself. fine, if you couldn't do it then don't shove those words into my face. one day i hope someone will throw it back to you. thanks for hurting me.

Some pretty cool stuff ♥

Tag replies:

11/10
Narcissa: Heheh so cute right! :P Yup I really liked the card! Thank you so much Nana ♥

Pretty cool stuff! :)
Learning to appreciate life more.
(Photos taken from Tumblr)





the paper cranes are so pretty :)







THESE GREETING CARDS ARE SO PRETTY OMG CAN THEY BE PRINTED ON SHIRTS OR SOMETHING!



i.want.the.socks.



this shirt is so boomz.



if only i had these awesome candy/gumball machines in my house. :)



VINTAGEPOLARIODCAMERA OMG!



cupcakes yum!



omg starbucks' cups are so awesome. how i wish i had a bottle like that :)





the tees are so fab.



the shoes are so cute!



friends are the sunshine of my life. :)




i want the socks and the bears!! :(



found this really eye-catching.



living in such houses would be so cool, i'd live in the pink one and all my friends could stay in the rest. ;)



I WANT THIS MULTI-COLOURED SHOELACE AND THIS PAIR OF SHOES OMGGGGGGGG.



post-its make me HAPPY.



pretty pretty.



i love the shoes! the colour is awesome.



wow @ the macbook, blackberry and iphone :(



IF I EVER HAD AN IPOD LIKE THAT I WOULD WANT THIS COVERRRRR.



miss those times where we played vintage gameboycolors ;)

Running a thousand miles.

Tag replies:

08/10
Gillian: Thanks :)

Hello.
Came back from camp yesterday evening.
It was fun, since we mixed around quite a bit.
Guess The Sketch with Yeewah, Radiant, Vinita, Casmine and Seow Hwee was epic :P
Casmine and Seow Hwee are very funny hahah :)

Okay I'm gonna get off the computer soon, no, actually now.
There's school tmr :(
InnoWeek briefing omg.
And Tuesday/Wednesday is results day!!!
I'll prepare to die.

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me.

Yes, I'm going for a 2D1N camp tomorrow and this is how I'm feeling.
Excited and annoyed.
Hahah.
I'm not the biggest fan of camps around either.
Anyway, exams are finally over!!!
I have a carefree life now (not).
Hahah, but still, there'll be no more exams till February 2010! :)
Hehehehehe yayyy.
Btw, went out with S&U to AMKHub yesterday! <3
Anchi didn't come though :(
Lunch and neoprints!
Awesome.
I WANT A SLEEPOVER WITH S&U AND SEC2HARPISTS.
Yes.
I want a sleepover!!!
K I'm ending off here, gonna play Guess The Sketch.
Bye!
Don't miss me ;)

Time to throw the books away.

Things I want to do after EOYs:

1. Blog, Facebook, Tweet & Tumblr like INSANITY.
2. Play Runescape, Habbo Hotel, Club Penguin and all the lame games with Yeewah and Radiant hahaha.
3. Re-watch DBSK variety shows/dramas for a whole day! :)
4. Spam my phone with 3000+ photos of DBSK.
5. Make a scrapbook of all my favourite bands ♥
6. Play Pokemon Diamond on DS like crazy yay.
7. Collect Post-Its.
8. Make another Twitter account to post about really random stuff for fun.
9. Practise Harp!
10. Organise my phone contacts properly.
11. Spree @ Comics Connection with Owl and Radiant! :)
12. Revamp my entire wardrobe - get rid of ugly clothes and buy nicer ones
13. Spend one entire day doing nothing but watch MTV and sleep.
14. Download more pretty fonts and experiment with Paint and Picnik.
15. Download interesting iPad apps.
16. Play Doodle Find until I hit 2,000,000+!
17. Marina Barrage/Sleepover with S&U Cleaning Co. ♥
18. Sec 2 Harpists Sleepover! ♥
19. Clique '08 outings - twice ♥
20. Run every morning (so I won't fall sick/become a couch potato)
21. Film Animal Farm Parody with Radiant and Yeewah!
22. Mass clearing of study room and bedroom :(
23. Do CIP with twin and Mel! ♥
24. Save up to buy nice coloured pens (not markers).
25. Reset all three versions of Cooking Mama and complete them again.
26. Buy a blackboard and a cork board for notices and doodling! :)
27. Learn some songs on the piano (e.g.: Kiss The Baby Sky)
28. Play Maplestory omg!!! :)
29. Make a blog for my favourite bands.
30. Movie Marathons with Radiant @ my house! :)
31. Learn how to cook for nuts.
32. Make lyric videos for fun.
33. Write a story about anything.
34. Learn how to write block and bubble letters nicely.
35. Get past Level 40 in Teeter.
36. Spend an entire day playing ALL the games on Miniclip hahaha.
37. Complete all levels for all three versions of The Classroom.
38. Get Grade 6 Theory right! :(
39. Go on a one-week vege diet!

Thirty-nine so far. :)
Bye.

I'll fill in the empty pages of your life.

Tag replies:

27/09
Tricia: Okay, will relink soon :)

02/10
Narcissa: Hi Nana! <3 Sorry, haven't tagged you for so long :( After EOYs I spam you okay! ^^

Though it's not a Friday, but still I LOVE FRIDAYS.
Anyway, I reverted my entire blog to the blogger theme.
I think it's really cool.
I used this bg for my IT blog too hah.
Yes that's all I've got to say cos' it's close to 2am.
I need to sleep soon.
EOYs are 3/4 done, just Chinese and Math to go!
Woohoo!
K wish me all the luck in the world for my remaining exams!
Heheheh.
I really need to practise LOADS OF MATH tomorrow and get my Chinese words right :(
K cya world. :)

SIXTH OF OCTOBER IS ROUND THE CORNER. ;)

XOXO.