OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

PLEASE SAVE ME.
I THINK MY LIFE JUST GOT TAKEN OVER BY THEM.
THE PREVIEW IS KILLING ME.



BRB DYING

killing time.

hello aliens!
i've been faithfully completing my homework, doing one piece of work everyday :)
so till today, that's 5 down and 8 more to go.
going to do english compre + summary tomorrow or maybe lit mining for meaning.
haha, other than that, life's getting pretty lazy around here :D
i don't really need to go back to school that often, except for ccas occasionally on tuesdays.
hmm, we're currently learning forbidden dance on the harp.
and it's a killer song :(
when i don't have to go to school i wake up at like 11+ hahaha and half my day is like wasted. :P
had a good shopping trip the past week with my mom: bought 2 dresses, a blouse & a vintage camera design pouch :>
great day out with my mom :)
going to school tomorrow again to help out with ushering and for cca fair comm meeting too.
at least i'll get to see ma friends :)

k that's about it for now.
see ya :)

School's out!!!

IT'S DA HOLIDAYS.





OH YEA.
(love this GIF btw!)
heh :)

anyway, the first week of november was intensives.
i must say it wasn't that bad as i expected, 'cos they were pretty lax about it.
i liked the mass sessions 'cos we could always secretly play monopoly deal hehehe.
did i mention that monopoly deal is so damn addictive.
totally love it hahah.
k...

yesterday went out with abigail, sheryl, jasley, madeline and narcissa to watch footloose & bowl.
caireen, deanna and andrea were s'posed to come but they were sick/overseas...
so we canceled footloose and discussed cca fair stuff at nex library :-)
pretty productive!
lunched @ subway and shared a sub with jasley :)
bowled at kovan superbowl!
waited for half an hour for an empty lane, and while waiting watched jasley and sheryl play the shooting zombie games at the arcade hahahah super gruesome.
bowling was pretty good :-)
went to sheryl's house after bowling and bought sushi from kovan!
om nom nom <3
love love love sashimi too.
oh god.
craving for it now :(
we intended to play wii but ended up sitting there and talking the whole time, and instead we only started playing wii at the last half hour.
LOLLL.
the monkey game thing is freaking epic haha!
i suck at wii bowling.
then tried to teach sheryl jet lag on the piano but hahah my parents came already~
had a good time tho :)

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had pspc dry run + lamda today!
the dry run was quite.... dry.
HAHAHAHA no pun intended.
soz i'm damn lame.
lamda was not too bad i guess :)
the guy was pretty nice to me.
though i screwed a bit of my speech but whatever.
i tried my best :)
lamda's finally over = freedom!
can finally concentrate on my holiday homework, and have a proper rest tomorrow.
went to nex after lamda with janice and ate sushi!!!!! <3 :)
the after-effects yesterday... heheheh.
bought gongcha too!
and just ate japanese peas <3
later still got dinner, and probably gonna have my childhood ice-cream for dessert, PADDLE POP <3
heh ok bye guys i know i'm fat

CHILDHOOD MEMORIES. click here if you feel nostalgic

Joy of my life.

Tag replies:

@Abigail: Hi Abs! Thanks :)

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

---

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there


i'm taking this post to thank all my dear dear dear friends. thank you so much for making my 15th birthday such a special one <3 i'll never forget all that you guys have done. you guys hand-baked me a cake from scratch, surprised me with face-creaming, bought such an amazayn gift, stood by me the whole time. i am truly grateful for this bunch of friends.



thank you guys, this is the first time in my life someone has ever baked a cake for me :') i love you all so much :*

and to the people who got me presents:
melissa, abigail, sheryl, stacy + madeline - hot pink earpiece!
amanda - 2012 planner!
madeline - muffins!
gillian - card!
seow hwee, seow chien - photo frame (with that retarded photo of me) + post-its!
hazel - sour skittles!
janice - post-its!
casmine - piggybank!
yeewah - moose soft toys!
radiant - card!
anchi - file + post-its + card!
yingxia - stickers!
kiahling - card!

& many others who wished me! thank you so much for making me the happiest girl on earth on my 15th birthday. this might sound like an exaggeration, but no it isn't. i'm truly blessed to have such awesome friends like y'all. i love you all so so so much ♥♥♥











and etc. etc. :)

i really love y'all so much, thank you for all the memories, both good and bad. thank you tolerating my woes and rants, and for always being there for me whenever i needed someone to talk to. thank you for being like a sister to me, someone who i could always count on. we might have quarreled, but it's the minor fights that bring us closer together.

my light when i was dark,
my warmth when i was cold,
my strength when i was weak,

thank you my dear friends. :)


and i'm truly sorry for losing my temper.
you might not have noticed it,
but i know it's such a trivial matter
i'm sorry i love you

I wanna be the gravity in your universe.

Tag replies:

@Madeline: Okay!

hahah, decided to change my way of replying links.
thanks to twitter for the inspiration hahahaha.

by the way, did i mention how much i love tumblr?
a lot a lot a lot :)
it has so many hotttttttt pictures of 1D and other pretty pretty stuff.
tumblr just kinda beats weheartit. ;)
dk why.
hahaha.
anyway, on thursday we had our grooming workshop...
it was a bit boring. ugh :/
but the dance workshop was C to the O to the O to the L!!
the purple shirt guy was however, quite..... uh floppy?
heh :p
after that stayed back for cca to coach the sec 1s.
homed!

friday was founders day!
happy 95th birthday, PL <3
i was on duty at the concert hall, to settle the sec 4s down and stuff.
after we were done with duty, we sat at the shaw hall to view the service.
my eye was itching so badly.
must be because of the air-con and it became super dry...
ugh.
went to the backstage of the agape hall to usher the prizewinners later on, while i was freezing there hahahaha.
it took quite a while because the pastor preached for very long...
during the prize presentation ceremony, at first my job was pretty awkward...
lolz.
then come to yihui to collect prize, she walk towards me, and she kept whispering "aiya retarded la..."
walao i wanted to laugh so hard then HAHAHAHA.
but i couldn't :(
then seow hwee another one!
keep on 'um chio-ing' at me wth!
i wanted to laugh out loud again hahaha.
retarded >:)
when the service ended, i went to the shaw hall, and then whoa, me and clare were the only ones there...
but they were giving out ice cream!
MILO ICE CREAM.
nom.
my favourite <3
heheheh, so i took one and left.
lunched @ mos burger with radiant and xinyi!
<3<3<3
MOS BURGER FTW.
hahahahahahahahahahaha kk im mad.
bye!
tmrw got sex ed.
okay.
lol.

1D's Got To Be You in less than 24 hours!!!!!!
#excited

:)

"No!" Jimmy protested.

THANK GOD FOR

THE END OF

EXAMS. (Y)

there's gonna be post-exam activities! yay :)
inter-class volleyball games, YAY!
strings concert, YAY!
party party and endless fun, YAY!
grooming workshop this thursday.......



























HAHAHAHA LOUIS :)

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?

Tag replies:

14/09
Abigail: HI ABS! Thank you! :) A bit late reply huh. HAHA!

02/10
Abigail: Relinked!

08/10
Madeline: HEHE UPDATING NOWWW :)

HAI MY READERS! (which is probably only 1 or 2 people hahahaha)



EOYs are over.
actually no hahaha, there's still bio mcq on tuesday, which i'll be mugging for tmrw.
TO ALL THE JEALOUS PHYSICS PEOPLE, HEHEHEHE.
we have no school tmrw \m/
ok i shouldn't be so mean.
good luck for physics tmrw guys!!! (y)

well after chem and chinese papers on friday, i became mad.
like completely mad.
i was being all retarded and laughing like a mad kid after we were dismissed.
bio tuition-ed, then headed home.
tumblr-ed, youtubed and had a jolly good time online.
HAHAHA.
this is the life.
i slept like a baby.
really.

post-exam periods ROCK. :)
gonna blog again tmrw or smth.
sorry this ain't a proper post.
#nowwatching Teens Awards (with 1D) ♥
k forget it the link died.
GAHHHHHH.
OMG NEW WORKING LINK YES BRB

BYEEEEE.

A long, long marathon.

hello my deeeeeeear blog.
i haven't posted in like what... 2 months?
gosh.
school's really biting down my neck, i haven't even found time to even get proper rest.
it's so bad that i'm starting to have eyebags now oh god.
well, it's been a fruitful (mixed with awesome and crappy moments) 1 and half months?
i was really busy studying for common tests, but i guess i still haven't found my right strategy of studying.

i did pretty badly for my term 3 common tests, deproving in almost every subject except bio and hist.
with a c5 for e math, and a freaking d7 for chem, it kills me.
i studied so hard and this is the shit i get :(
d7. it's like my first ever underline in my report book.
sadly i gotta pull up my socks and work doubly hard for eoys.
and for the rest of my subjects.....
well, i'm quite sure i'm below average, and that means i gotta try even harder in term 4, which is already here.
term 3 really woke me up, but then my motivation died down again zzz.
eesh.
okay enough about the cliche and depressing stuff about studying.



on to the yays for the past month.

yes i've had great fun in pb rehearsing for teachers' day.
bonding times with mah retards and others, has definitely brightened my days though i'm stresssssed over the books ^^
thanks guys <3
sec 4 farewell was brilliant too, had loads of band/dance rehearsals just for the seniors :)
hope they enjoyed it!!!
nom-ing pastamania, glacious and studying with a3 peeps, moose and other close friends really makes my day too :)
i also watched my first movie of the year yesterday, with abs & gang ^^
i smurf all of ya + a3 peeps + retards + others hehehe <3
with all my <3ly friends + get your heart on blasting + 1d's wmyb, my life is COMPLETE.
thank you.

Enough is enough.

it's been accumulated for a week.
i've had enough, so i decided to let it all out here.

kind of decided that i'm going to make it known.
i'm not being attention-seeking or anything, but i really want to let you all know how i feel.
firstly, i have already come to accept reality, that i will always be different from every single one of you. EVERY ONE.
i have also come to realise that it'll never be possible to try and stop you all, and try to make everyone of you perfect.
who am i even to try and make people perfect?
i'm not that noble and great either, but i'm just doing my job.
sometimes i feel that you all know how i would feel if i saw you all like that, but just do it on purpose to provoke me...
i try so hard, but what do i get?
not only do you repeat it over and over again, but all i earn is your hatred, your annoyance and your cold shoulders.
though i've learnt to shut one eye at times, it just irks me to see it happening over and over again.
do you know why i scold you all except her?
that's because i care! I CARE!
i care as a close friend and that's why i want to help you change for the better.
if not, i would just leave you in the lurch.
shouldn't friends care for one another, tell you off strictly when you're wrong, and always be there for one another?
friends, are supposed to help you.
remember?
but you seem to take the criticism too hard.
why?
i guess all my effort's wasted.

secondly, there's one thing i completely dislike about odd numbers.
friends? cliques?
yes, there's bound to be some sort of division and pairing when it comes to that.
you have you, you have you, you have you and me?
to be honest i really feel like nothing but a stray dog that follows people home.
and i feel like an intruder, who cuts in and tries to fit in with any of your conversations.
i really wish you all could be more sensitive, or myself to try and be less sensitive.
i really feel lonely and left out.
and what i do, no one ever appreciates.
i've never seen any of you do a thank-you note for anything, or something encouraging when i've done countless of these for you all.
only when i be a thick-skinned person and ask from you all then will you do so.
come to think of it, i feel like i've sacrificed too much.
i am just being honest with myself, no offence intended.
i'm trying so hard to keep things together, but i'm the only one falling apart now.
none of you guys actually ever bother to start a conversation with me, and always scout off to some other place w/o even asking me.
always creating personal inside jokes that i will never understand or know of.
and when i don't look okay, what do you all do?
nothing.
just a casual question, i choose to say no, and you think i'm fine.
i've tolerated enough, and i think it's really about time i had let it all out.
do i ever mean anything to you guys?
or am i just some annoying, bossy, PMS-ing nobody to you?
after all that i've done, and if i'm that annoying and worthless in your eyes, then i'm sorry i think you don't deserve me.
well, if you care for me, then show it, okay!
just in case you can't understand how, some people build a wall around themselves to see who cares enough to tear them down.
i'm beyond my limits already.

i just wanna let you all know that i care a lot for you guys, but it's a constant one-way sacrifice that i've been making, and i'm very sick of that.
please, i really can't take it any longer.
if you really care for me as a friend then prove it through your actions.
i'm tired of all this drama.

my arms are tired of being the only one piecing back the fragments of our memories back together.

friendship's a two-way issue, and since one doesn't care, the other remaining party is going to experience nothing but heartaches.

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.
.
.
.

maybe a song would better describe how i feel right now.
well, i've found one.
enjoy.



i hope you guys will understand.

It's been long.

hello my dear readers.
though i think i have none but still, i just felt like blogging today.
i mean like, yeah it's been ages.
well, term 3 started off like this.



and



and it got worse.
hahaha.
innoweek on the first week was pretty fun, cos' it was probably one of the most meaningful ones we've done so far.
the past years was just.....
bleh.
accomplished cos' we had 391 likes and counting :)
ultimate yay.
yes and my results for term 2 turned out to be terrible.
gotta buck up alot this term.
hope i don't get too busy with harp and pb stuff.

i'll be mia till............

O'S ARE OVER.
HAHAHAHAHA.
we'll see.