Sunday, July 22, 2012

i'm going to do this.


yes.
there is going to be plenty of people out there telling me all sorts of shit, and even i sometimes tell myself:
"you're stupid"
"why are you so dumb"
"can't you just be a little smarter? maybe the world would be better"
"work harder"
"crap results"
"is that the best you can achieve?"
"i'm so much better than you"
"you suck"
etc. etc.
but these people are only gonna have the laugh for now.
i must work real hard and show that i'm not this dumbass weakling.
i will prove those idiots wrong and do well for my o's.
it's gonna take hard work but, i know i can do this.
i know i can.
today's the 22nd of july.
exactly 3 more months.
i don't exactly have all the time in the world but i will seize every moment to study.


Happy birthday Stacy! 

yes the photo is a bit dark but i like it.
my swollen eye on friday was so awfully shit.
stupid duck meat allergy zzz and the hives were so itchy thank god they're gone now.
anw to this fat pig above, happy belated birthday! :) you're 16... so you should aim to have a waist size of 16 inches hahahahaha ok i am just kidding ;)
love you & your fats!!! <3
let's go eat chippy's and shop around at paper market again k~
#memories

asdfghjkl gonna die during tuition tomorrow because i am too stupid mmhmm :>
I WILL WORK HARDER.
now that's the Mudmoose Motto.
yeah.

k sorry i guess studying fried my brains so yah whatever, goodnight all you little kiddys out there.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

just another july.



well well.
guess it's july again huh.
7th month of the year, meaning 6 months (half of 2012) is gone.
so the start of july is a pretty significant one for me, and i guess there's no better way to start off the month with..... prelims, right!?!?!
HAHAHA no please, no.
well anyway here's to the start of july, the month of intensity, the month where stress levels' gonna rise, the month where it's REALLY time to get serious.
anyway i can finally look forward to something i've always loved doing - card-making for my dearest friends.
i've got 3 to do this month, stacy, seowhwee and gillian.
can finally look forward to something this month :)
at the same time i'm not gonna let any opportunity to study slip away (pretty ironic how i'm saying all this when i'm blogging rather frequently huh)
anyway.
i couldn't resist this cutie pie liam and thus he is my wallpaper now hahahahaha <3




TOO CUTE.

haha honestly sometimes i feel i don't have a life.
so let me blog about some significant events of my life that have happened..... since..... well... i left off at the SA Carnival a few posts ago..... okay, april.
outdated crap i know, but... :D

20/4 Sports Day Committee Dinner




(probably one the gay-est pics we took there WAHAHAHA)


i kinda forgot that we actually had a sports day comm dinner.
haha honestly i kinda miss planning for sports day.
early morning meetings at 7am @ the ne corner, rushing out admin proposals with seowhwee, staying back after school to organise ALL the spreadsheets...
well it was hard work but at least it paid off on the actual day itself :)
and our celebratory dinner (that we paid on our own) at clarke quay was pretty much to like PARTY and WOOHOO!
but i was soooo sick that day.... ran a fever so i barely had appetite.
and walking around clarke quay at night made my fever worse.
so i skipped open house the next day.
not the most significant event of my life but still, i miss sports day.
final year in PL, and this is definitely gonna go into my memory bank!!! :) 

27/4 Harp Performance @ SGH (last performance)



well.
all good things always must come to an end, as they always say.
and yes, they did for me, on 27 april.
i miss the harp ensemble so much already, i miss tuesday practices (though i often got headaches from 'em), self-practices, laughing with the harpists, singing ndp songs like home on bus rides to and fro concert venues...
all this has become a thing of the past.
why did we have to step down so quickly?!
we barely took on our roles and started to actually "get used to it", and now we're already retired.
i really miss harp so much.
anyway our last performance - i screwed it up again.
a mistake of mine caused a junior to be unable to perform.
sometimes you know i really wonder if i am deserving of my role as the vp.
sometimes i really just... doubt my abilities.
if you could rewind time i will definitely do what i have, differently.
am i not serious enough?
am i not passionate enough?
am i not a good-enough example?
i don't know, i always screw up, always.
though i know i haven't been the best vp the ensemble could have asked for, but deep down i really know that i have tried my best, and i really have done all i can for pl cherubs.
i'm sorry to some if they felt i didn't live up to my title, but what matters is that i have tried, and it was my best.
can't wait for farewell, though i know that will truly be the LAST bonding time with the harpists.
i have so much to tell my future vp i think i'm going to spam her a letter a zillion pages long.
and i already have a fantastic and meaningful present in mind, that i am going to give her, and that's gonna represent all that i'm going to say to her :)
going to miss all of you guys so much <3


this was our swan song, 27/4/12.
and exactly ONE year ago, 27/4/11, it was our SYF, the most significant performance of our ensemble and the performance that we've practised the hardest for.
the above photo brings back so much memories.
not only am i going to miss practising and performing with my level, i am also gonna miss tying french plaits hahahaha i just started to grow my hair out and now i have no more opportunities to tie a french plait for any of our performances anymore :'(
okay that's not my point.
what i really wanted to say is that i'm really proud of our level.
REALLY proud.
have so much to say to each sec 4, and how much hard work they've put in for the ensemble.


we've grown so much, look at us in sec 2. (i am like the ultimate noob there)
so much memories hahaha :')
from our first strings concert, to la'salle, to syf, to other random concerts..... i will always remember you guys :*
PL HARP ENSEMBLE FTW <3

28/4 Musical Montage

























was a pretty good concert, and it made me think about our last performance the day before...
sigh.
anyway i had a great time with my dear friends!!!
loved supporting the rest of the people i know <3
great job guys!!! :-)

16/5 Prefects' Installation









love you guys so so so so so much.
pb is really a family that god didn't give me :') <3
my buddies, my perm comm (STUDENT WELFARE OH YESSS), my close friends in the board.... going to miss you guys so much.
you guys really make my day, every morning without fail.
monday mornings, though there's chair arrangement, duties with you guys make it so much better.
and on normal days where we have to settle the girls down and all....
i'll never forget the laughter, epic moments and memories forged.
every morning may not be a special day, but with all the accumulated great times, journey with the board has become special, unique and memorable.
still remember the first time i joined the board i was really #likeanoob
well there's just so much that we've been through together... i can't even explain my feelings now.
it's nostalgia and pride mixed with a tinge of sadness.
'cos i know there won't be a second time again.
these memories ain't gonna rewind and be played in the present again.


us one year ago

one day i'm going to dedicate a post to the board :)
never regretted my decision to join pb.
met so many wonderful people that... changed my life.
<3

i know i say the same old stuff everytime but the feeling everytime i get when i write all this never fades 

22/6 For God So Loved (PL Musical)




yes i daresay that this was the BEST aesthetic performance i've actually attended in my 4 years of schooling in PL.
the actors were brilliant, the atmosphere was more than appropriate, the props were so beautiful, their singing was all amazing....
there was really no flaw in the musical.
kudos to all the actors who rehearsed hard this holidays <3 (esp. radiant!)
sacrificing prelims for this might not have been easy, but you did it :)
and musical was so awesome we're all so proud of you!!!

so yeah that's my life for the past.... 3 months.
went to visit the doc's today to get medicine for my stomach/flatulence/appetite issues.
thank god it wasn't anything serious like what i suspected it was to be.
but i gotta rest up and can't join the A3 peeps for badminton tmr sigh sucks.
and i could blog such a long post 'cos i have a four-day weekend :)
#AWESOMESHIT it's sleeping time!!!
time to rest up and relax, and work hard, too!
here's to a great july and all the amazing times before xxx

love you :*