You'll have to cry me out.

Tag replies:

29/05
Gillian: Yes I'm a poor old woman who cleans toilets and nobody tags me. :( Hehe, yay, I'm not alone. :D

Madeline: Hi! Thanks! I've found someone who appreciates my songs! HAHA. :)

Sheryl: Hello meow! Thanks. :) Hahahaha, kays. LOL. XD

Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times,
if only one remembers to turn on the light.

Hi people.
Now's the awesome holidays.
And I have nothing to do!
How fantastic.
I'm waiting for anyone to ask me go out ah.
That time Twin told me she and Melissa going to volunteer for CIP.
How come never ask me to go! :<
Hmmph.
Oh well.
Never mind, I'll just call her up and see when she's going with Mel. :D
Sigh, I'm dying of boredom.
I need to go to school for CCA tmr.
From like 12pm to 5pm! :S
But nevermind, at least can get to see my awesome CCA mates!
Hehehe.
Then on Tuesday I've got that Leadership Course.
Going with Lishan and Leedea, so it ain't that bad too. :D
Then on Thursday I have CCA again. :)
Or was it a Friday.
Oh whatever.
I have CCA too..
So yeah, after the first week is over, I'm FREE. :)
Life rocks man.
Anyway I don't think I can meet up with Clique '08 this holidays!
Everybody's not free cos' of overseas trips, camps and other events.
Which leaves not even a day for us to meet up.
But never mind, there is YOUTH DAY.
OMG.
I LOVE YOU MAN.
HAHAHAHAH.
Other than that, I'm damn free during the holidays.
Please man, someone organise an outing! D:<
Haha.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY PHONE MAN!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

XOXO. ♥

I'm only gonna break your heart.

Learn from yesterday,
live for today,
hope for tomorrow.

I am so saddd.
Nobody tags me. :C
Sobsobsob.
Hai.
Anyway last night, I didn't manage to go for the Popular Expo Sale.
I was kinda pissed.
Cos' there were no parking lots and there was a super long queue to even get into the carpark.
Like about thirty to forty over cars lined up at the road that turns into the carpark.
Zzz.
Annoying.
So ended up we went to Tampines Mall.
I wasn't so angry after all because I managed to find the presents of two people. ^^
And the fact that my mum bought durian oreo cake!
Omg it's like damn awesome lah!
However it's a tad too sweet.
But still, it's awesome.
It's damn ex cos' it's from what Goodsomethingsomething hotel.
Which is a 5-star hotel.
Ah, food. :D

Haha, yeah that's about it.
I'm going to be bored to bits during this one-month holidays.

XOXO!

Secret escapades to nowhere.

Tag replies:

27/05
Abigail: Haha. Thanks! :)

Gillian: HELLO YOU CRAZY PERSON! AOFHSJFHSDFHIWHEFSNVKJNVKSDNFJSHFSEJFOSIJFO. :D

She said let's change our luck
This night is all we've got
Drive fast until we crash
This dead end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

'Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind
We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

'Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Where are your guts to fly?
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive

'Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through

♥!

Hi.
Later going out to Popular Expo Sale. ^^
Seeyapeeps!
I'll make a holiday homework list soon! :)
I did one homework alr.
The english reading package nonsense.
Hahaha.

XOXO.

Trapped in the darkness.

Tag replies:

25/05
Abigail: Yah, I wanna watch it damn bad. :( Heehee okays I'll bring loads of tissue! :) Yup, I like those songs too! BUT SKYWAY AVENUE IS THE BEST! :D

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth that we will begin to live each day to the fullest,
as if it was the only one we had.

Hello.
Went to school today for MTP duty.
It was okay lah, just that there was no fan there and I was drenched in sweat.
I really mean drenched.
My whole pinafore was wet.
I sat outside the classroom the whole time, it was so annoying!
I perspired and perspired like a pig.
Oh well, but at the very least it was quite fun.
Hahaha.
Just that I was alone most of the time.
But anyway Andrea came along so it wasn't that bad. :)
When she came, however, it was lunchtime.
So me, Cheryl from 2-3 and her went to eat lunch at Heartland Mall.
KFC ftw!
But I'm gonna grow fat.
Hahaha.
Andrea and I were telling stories to Cheryl.
C'mon Andrea you sure got alot of stories to tell right!
Hahaha. x)
Then on the bus Andrea kept laughing at how fat I was!
Hmmph.
Haha, but I had fun with the two of them. :)
Cheryl's quite a nice person too.
Lol.

Then after that went back to school but Andrea left at 2+ cos' her mum came already.
Sigh I was left alone, cos' I was covering up for Jessica's duties.
Bleah.
I stoned there and tried reading the chinese book for holiday homework.
Zzz, stupid I didn't even get one story done. -.-
Oh well.
Waited until Dorcas came at about 2.45.
Stayed there until about 4pm!
Gillian came at about 3.50pm!
Talked talked abit, then I left cos' I was rather tired. :(
Yeah, that's all.
Now I'm still figuring out how to put songs into that Walkman thingy for my dad oh.

Obtw the holidays are here!
SCREAMMM.
YAY!
I must make it a point to go out with: Hon Anchi, Gillian Goh, Amanda Quan, Stacy Soh, Sheryl Kua, See Yingxia, Gillian Wong, Melissa Leong and Jaime Lee.
Oh and maybe Madeline, Karina, Narcissa and Abigail too. :)
Yes! And Clique '08 too! :DDD
Woah, if all is go and watch movie I tell you my wallet will burst a hole. :(

Tear me down, betray my trust.
I'm not giving up, but instead, I'm giving in.
When will this war end?
Because you can't stop me from falling apart.

XOXO.

Heaven can wait.

Tag replies:

24/05
Gillian: Yeah I jealous. :( Hahaha. :P

Celeste: Relinked! :)

25/05
Melissa: MELISAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Haha, poor you. :( Relinked! :D

How often do these words hold the truth?

Hi everyone.
Today I have a video to show you guys.
Credits to Ama! :D



Any resemblance?

Today's E-Learning Day, so no school.
But I feel it's the stupidest thing ever.
Here's why:

1. I spent 1 hour plus on Geography.
2. I skipped Chinese to do Home Econs since the latter wasn't counted.
3. I just finished Chinese at like 5pm.

YOU SEE.
ARGH.
I HAD PROBLEMS CONVERTING THE AMR FILE INTO MP3 FILE.
HAHA.
OH WELL.
I FEEL BORED NOW.
I NEED TO TAKE A BREAK FROM THE COMPUTER OMG.
I'M DYING.

Oh and here's a quote of the day.

What Sheryl sent to her chinese teacher cos' she couldn't get the file converted.
"因为录音不可以convert, 然后也不小心按submit，所以就用email 交."
Hahaha.
>:)

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for.
Does it take your breath away?
And you feel yourself suffocating.
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide.
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.

Yes I am.
Cos' I'm tired of everything, everything in my life.

XOXO.

Deep down in your eyes.

Tag replies:

22/05
Michelle: Hello! :) Okay, will tag when I have the time! Relinked! ^^

Abigail: Welcome! (: Muacks! ♥

Karina: Hi! But my computer's IE doesn't seem to like my blog. It ain't working. :( But thanks anyway! :D

23/05
Gillian: Me jealous. :(

Happy fourteenth Jillian! ♥

MUST MEET UP DURING JUNE HOLS! ^^

Hello.
Can you hear the music!
Booming from my blog!
Skyway Avenue! ♥♥♥ :D
I ♥ you. :)

Now's 10:11PM.
Tomorrow got school. :S
Sigh.
But at least this week only got two days of school. ^^
Good eh.
But I'll miss my awesome cleaning company, friends and twin. ♥ :(
Meet up during hols!
Holidays will suck big time cos' of homework.
CCA Practice keeps me busy for the whole of the first week. :(
Oh well!
We ALL shall make it into the SYF team! (:
Harpists ftw. ♥
Okay, bye.
(I used so many ♥s in this post.)
Heehee.

XOXO.

Skyway Avenue. ♥

Tag replies:

21/05
Gillian: Haha, yup. ^^

Truth is, everybody is gonna hurt you,
you just need to find the ones worth suffering for.

I have a new obsession.
And that is Skyway Avenue by We The Kings!
I shall find some playlist website and then upload it to my blog. :D
Heehee, I'm OBSESSED.

Anyway, the subject combination briefing thing was okay, but a tad too boring. :(
And you know what.
I freaking dropped my phone into the toilet bowl.
In school!
Omg seriously can!
So my phone died that whole night.
After the briefing, I went home to eat Japanease Cold Noodles & Peas!
OMG.
AWESOME. (L)
Then the next morning my dad woke me up and said "I think your phone is working!"
My dad works wonders ah!
He blew-dry the SIM card and battery and it worked.
I did the same the night before but it got worse - the screen totally blanked out, only the keypad had light.
But who cares!
At least it works! :D
Big thanks to my awesome daddy!
Sadly, there's a disadvantage now, my phone's battery is being sucked up super quickly.
(sad face)
But nonetheless, my phone warranty only expires in a month's time. ^^v
So yay!
Obtw, I got so very annoyed cos' of somebody.
Do you have a problem or what.
Zzz.
Out of boredom, I decided to make a class video too. :)
And this afternoon my mum made Pan de Sal (Fillipino bread).
AWESOME. (L)
I'm like some greedy pig.
I'm forever hungry, like now.
Gillian made me jealous this afternoon by telling me she's eating bacon! :<
I want to eat something now. (sobs)

XOXO!
Skyway Avenue ftw. ♥♥♥
Cos' if you jump, I will jump with you.

The party ain't gonna stop.

Tag replies:

16/05
Gillian: Yeah we rock! :D

Yup, hi people.
Dead blog = dead tagboard.
I know it's after exams ah, but I'm lazy to blog cos' I got alot of things to do. :(
The homework's still there...
CCA's still ongoing...
Still packed with many stuff.
Sigh.
And there's E-Learning on Tuesday, which means no school.
But I find it stupid for the fact that it's counted for Term 3 CTs!
Right.
How great.
So this means no slacking on Tuesday.
Oh anyway.
Here's a summary of Term 2 results (I was waiting for Chinese to come out):

English: B3
Math: A1
Chinese: B3
Science (Biology): A1
Geography: B3
Literature: B3
History: A1
Art: B4
Homeec: B4

I think my results were okay lah.
But I know I can do better.
I shall try harder next term! :)
Don't give up (everyone)!
It's not over yet!

So yeah, that was it.
Today I practised harp from 3pm to 4.45pm.
Maybe after Jaime goes for CCA, I shall go practise again.
Cos' today I went alr means tmr no need.
But aiya, still.
Just go lah, if not something bad will happen to me. -.-
Oh well.
Bye.

XOXO,
I rock you. ^^v

You're gonna be alright.

Tag replies:

15/05
Gillian: Have what. I got reply > (Y) :). HAHAHA.

Karina: No lah, it's because everyone's bored after the Common Tests and so we all decided to be lameeee. :D Ty!

Abigail: Np! :)

That feeling of helplessness,
when your life is screwed and you don't know what to do.

Sigh people.
Why must the good people have such a sad life?
I really pity you.
Ahhhhh.
Later going for wedding dinner tonight. :C
Byeee.

XOXO.

Your secret confessions.

Tag replies:

14/05
Abigail: Thanks! Just now I was playing with Jaime and her sis. LOL, Gillian also but she got kinda fed up cos we replied damn slowly. :P Welcome & good luck for tmr. :)

Deep down in our hearts we all have a secret that we think we can keep forever,
but one day, all the truths will be revealed.

Yo.
Today first period was English.
Boringboring ttm lah.
Watched Finding Nemo.
Seriously?
Movie Review somemore.
Zzz.
Then it was History! (Y)
Went to the Harp Room and Mr Ng screened this movie of WWII.
Very scary okay! :O
It was super impactful (for me that is).
So yeah, after that was recess.
After recess was Biology.
And today Ama gave birth to four more annoying quadruplets!
Mama you are very pro leh!
Twins already not enough, still go for quadruplets worh!
^^v
Biology was great fun, until I realised I haven't finished my Chinese.
Lol, so I went back to class and did it cos' Miss Heng was screening a movie. XD
During Chinese we got a lecture from the teacher.
About us not putting in effort in our studies and the fact that she has been too lenient with us.
Blahblah.
Last period of the day = Geography! :D
Yeah, Mrs Cumar didn't come to school today. :O
Slacked around talking to Stacy about sth.
After that was lunch.
Ate and drank quite abit. :X
FAT ALREADY LAHHHH. D:<
Then I went to the bookshop and Twin bought me something! :DDD
But I treat Sheryl to a marker too. :(
So now I no more money alr... :S
But she owes me something - her MSN name shall be changed to I'm Sheryl and I have a kind, generous and loving owner!
No inverted commas anymore!
Must put smiley face ok. :P
Like maybe a ':D' or a ':)'.
Heehee.
Okay so btw, after that Gillian, Anchi, Twin and me went to the library to play Monopoly! ^^
I had very little $ because Twin payed $1000 for Park Lane. -_-
And I took over her assests while she became the banker.
Hahaha, Twin's so funny. ^^
And I love her mwhahahahaha. ♥
After that me and Lisa went back to class to get our bags, met Gillian Wong on the way!
Omg, missed her alot!
Welcome back all Megacampers, especially Gillian Wong, Andrea Foo, Yee Wah, Li Shan and Lee Dea! :)
You guys must have had a hard time. :)
Cos' Megacamp seems scary.
Lol.
Okay anyway after taking my bag, walked past 2-6, talked to Lee Dea for awhile.
She told me about all the stuff they did during Megacamp.
Seems fun yet tiring. :)
Then yeah, went for CCA.
After that waited for Anchi to end.
Rebekah, Lisa and Kiah Ling went home already, so I was left alone.
I got so tired I slept at the canteen.
At that time Sheryl came, woke me up, and asked, "Hey Jamie how do you use the key box thing? Idk how to use the new version leh."
Where got new version oneee.
So I woke up and then I walked to the General Office and she pressed the keybox no. thing.
And it opened. -_-
So much for it 'not working'.
Haha very funny Sheryl.

And today I found out a shocking truth.
I will support you forever.
Cryin' & prayin' for you. ♥
Don't give up.

Hey, I guess you've changed much.
And that nobody is of much existence to you anymore.
Except her.
But I feel you've neglected someone who has done alot for you, and I feel sorry for that someone.
She deserves way better treatment, that's what I think.
Everytime I see her so distracted and hurt, I wonder where you are to support her.
I understand how she feels.
I hope you'll be there to listen to her and attend to her needs.

XOXO.

I'll carry you away into the velvet sky.

Tag replies:

11/05
Madeline: Haha, really? Cool! Yup it's soooo cute right. :D

Abigail: Ooh, okay. (:

12/05
Gillian: (Y)! :)

If only I could walk down Happy Lane,
and make everything in my life fine.

2-2 officially recycled 218.5kg of newspapers!
Great job!

"I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do.
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you."

I'm searching hard for a light in the darkness,
trying to keep my eyes from the dirt,
tasting the bitter wine of tomorrow,
I'm walking on a path that never ends.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEWAH! ♥

XOXO.

That's what you get when you let your heart break.

Tag replies:

11/05
Gillian: CLUBPENGUIN FTW! (L)

Our freedom's in the sky,
jump high and reach for it,
and never let it go.

Hi world.
I HAVE TWO BLISTERS NOW. :(
Because of Harp Practice - the Tremelo and the bell/guzheng tune thingy.
Argh.
Oh well.
But I told Lisa this: No matter how tough the going gets, never quit harp!
:)
WE ALL SHALL NOT QUIT HARP!
WE WILL ENDURE AND SHALL GET INTO THE SYF TEAM! :)
YAY!
Today was another stupid hot day.
Singapore is getting hotter everyday. :(

XOXO.

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect.

Tag replies:

10/05
Gillian: IDPW? I think it rocksrocksrocks! ^^

In my black and white days where there was no happiness,
where was that colourful glimmer of hope to save me?

Hi.
Today was crap day.
The assembly grounds were so very stuffy.
I was sweating like a pig.
Thank goodness got Contact Time.
So got no Silent Reading. :D
Then Gillian brought all her Princess Magazines HAHAHAHHA super funny can.
Me, Sheryl, Sarah and Abigail were reading 'em.
And laughing at retarded Disney princesses lmao.
Heehee.
Then during Biology it was super boring.
Like Ms Heng talked a very teeny teeny bit about sexual reproduction, Mrs Phua came in and cleared our queries and doubts about the Biology paper.
Cos' some of us had like doubts on whether the ESP girls had unfair advantages (apparently she kept repeating that word so it got stuck on my mind).
But I guess some people were still not satisfied...
Oh well.
My opinion is that there should not be an ESP class, maybe it would be more fair that we are all under the same teacher and that there won't be any disatisfactions about the different things we learn about.
Hmm, maybe that might not be the best solution either?

Kay so anyway after Biology was Home Econs.
Me and Sarah made Pizza! ^^v
I think ours was nice, just that mine was out of shape. :(
And it was awesomely delicious.

After Home Econs was lunch then Math.
Went through blahblahblah usual stuff.
Oh Chinese was boring.

And after that I had CCA.
I was so happy with myself that I managed to finish learning nine chords of Oh Danny Boy alr.
Then Ms Wong told me to swap places with Lisa and that I will go to Harp 4!
OMG.
I was so shocked.
I don't want separate from all the Harp 1s! :(
And thanks alot Samantha for making things so much worse.
Why don't she swap with Lisa?
Sigh.
I'm confused. :(
I don't want separate from teddyybear. :(
Argh whatever I going to club with Gillian now.
Byebye! :)

XOXO.

Sometimes we do stumble and fall.

Tag replies:

08/05
Melissa: Hehe, no lor. I think you study with me even worse. :P

Madeline: Hello, it's okay. :) Yup when 17th May comes I'll die. :(

Gillian: Not really, I think I was somewhat killed by it, but not so bad as math. :(

09/05
Abigail: Yup! :)

I need to break away from the world,
and ponder about what reality is about.

Yay people.
I finished the IDPW powerpoint.
Anchi & Gillian, stay back on Wednesday okay. :)
To brush up on our presentation and to do the script.
Okay so anyway.
Tomorrow's Monday. :(
I have Monday Blues.

And I have to take bus to school on my own tmr! :(

XOXO.

One in a million.

Tag replies:

07/05
Gillian: Updated alr. :) Smile! (L)

Abigail: High-five. It was so difficult. :/

Smile,
the key that fits the lock of everybody's heart.

Hey.
This weekend I've gotta do up the IDPW powerpoint.
But Anchi hasn't sent it to me yet. :(
So I cannot do it.
Sigh.
Bored to death.
Today burns thirty-five degrees celsius warm.
FML.
OMG I JUST HEARD THUNDER OMG YES.
PLEASE LET IT RAIN HEAVILY BUT WITH NO THUNDER.
I VELLY SCARED.
LOL.

Blahblahblah, elevenminusone rocks. :D
K bye.

XOXO!

I will always be by your side.

Tag replies:

05/04
Meita: Hello! :)

Abigail: Hi Abby! :) Thanks, you too! <3 Math is screwed. :(

One hug can heal a million hurts,
conceal a million scars,
and mend a million broken hearts.

Hello.
I'm back after one and a half weeks of craziness.
Common Tests, CCAs, class assignments, revision, studying, muggings and stress!
IT'S ALL OVER!
Yes, it's all over!
Hiphiphooray.
Wheeeheehee.
Now I can do what I want and need to do - downloading music MVs into my iPod, catching up on my music knowledge, update my BLGSPBSB blog, adding other contacts into my handphone, try to learn blogskinning, catch up on some Math, watch my shows, have outings and best of all catch up on my sleep!
Yay, I love the feeling now. ^^v

Today was goodgood.
But Math was shits.
I don't wanna talk about it.
Mentally prepared.

Today me, Anchi, Gillian, Jasley and Jaime decorated the class pot.
We begged Mrs Cumar for a delay of the plant.
We promise to hand it in on Monday. :D
OUR DECORATION IS AWESOME THE CLASS WILL BE SHOCKED WHEN THEY SEE OUR AWESOME PLANT.
HEHEHEHEHE, KIDDING. >:D

CCA was quite fun today.
Practised Swan Lake and Oh Danny Boy.
Hey Elaine I got the fingering already. :)

XOXO!
& I'll never break your heart.